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Re: re: black and white tiles

Postby LilyPatToo » Thu Jul 06, 2006 12:52 am

rain, since the entire discipline of psychology was heavily infiltrated by the CIA back in the post-WWII years, all diagnoses that might have been connected to trauma-based mind control programming were identified and either suppressed or, if that wasn't possible, then they were watered down and basically dismissed as being invalid or unimportant or "imaginary". That's why multiple personality disorder/dissociative identity disorder is STILL ignored by a large segment of psychiatrists and rarely diagnosed correctly.<br><br>I know DID people who have horror stories to tell of being drugged with powerful anti-psychotics and involuntarily incarcerated in mental institutions, sometimes for years, until they chanced upon a doctor who believed that DID is real and treated them for it. Their alternate personalities were created by very early, severe, sustained abuse--that much is known, but some have extemely complex alter systems and most of those people are survivors of systematic, organized abuse by cults. Some of those were later sold into government mind control programs by their abusers.<br><br>The first alters were formed in order to survive an unbearable situation that occurred when the person was very young and completely helpless. They needed so desperately to believe that whatever was happening was NOT happening, that a part of their personality dissociated into another stronger, more stoic person who was able to both cope with the trauma and also to hold the memories of what happened.<br><br>After a personality dissociates once, it becomes possible to split it again and again. It's basically a very creative coping mechanism. All alters are part of the original personality--none are inserted. But once the process is understood, the newly formed alters can be programmed to be anything the programmer wants them to be. Some are created to be sex slaves, some are couriers/intel agents and some are assassins, among other specialties. There are also very loyal ones who act as the programmers' eyes and ears, monitoring the alter system for problems and notifying handlers when one occurs. I call those "phone home alters" and they drive me nuts.<br><br>Meanwhile, aside from missing time when an alter was "out" or in control of the body, most DID people have little to go on to figure out that they ARE multiple. Especially if they're programmed multiples. Their systems are meticulously concealed beneath layers and layers of programming and they are fed excuses for the lost time by handlers who are close to them. Many are led to believe that they're alien abductees, which neatly and permanently ruins their credibility as well as explaining away the missing time.<br><br>You can read more about DID at this site -- <!--EZCODE AUTOLINK START--><a href="http://home.att.net/~boyym/Simple.html">home.att.net/~boyym/Simple.html</a><!--EZCODE AUTOLINK END--><br><br>I'll answer about accessings, but it'll have to be tomorrow--my brain is fried and it's bed time. <br><br>LilyPat <p></p><i></i>
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re: black and white tiles

Postby rain » Thu Jul 06, 2006 6:26 am

LPT, I gather, from your reply, that you feel that most of the imagery in 'Lily's' picture comes from 'your' mind, your reading.<br>Interesting the rapport between the name and the time in the cycle - O day. And the connections with both 'Egypts'.<br>The Merovingians, the Salian Franks, as I'm sure you're aware, reputedly kept harems of 'Asiatic proportions'.<br>As to the 'fishy' aspect, and Moriah certainly fits as a background, but would you give primacy to the Joannite tradition or to Achilles. .<br>On the whole I find your description of 'Lily's' picture poignantly constructive. Perhaps indicative for movement out of the holding pattern. <br>Counter-clockwise is also representative of a movement backward in time. Unfortunately, I have a rather negative bias towards the bee symbology, so best to not comment and let you reach your own conclusions.<br>My queation re: accessing should be cross-referenced with Joe's comment regarding his partners' 'robotic' experience. Although, it was also prompted by your reference to falling asleep. Sorry, just had a thought; did you say, that was around mid-day? Hmm, made me think of, what is it the mason's say, ' the sun is always at mid-heaven' or words to that effect.<br>Anyway, I was moreso wondering about 'other' means of accessing.<br><br><br><br><br> <p></p><i></i>
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Re: re: black and white tiles

Postby Joe Hillshoist » Thu Jul 06, 2006 11:35 am

I dunno if my missus' experience is something that is associated with any form of (successful) mind control weirdness. Sometimes with the better half looking out for other things that are not there may be my issue.<br><br>the uni/multiverse sends stuff to mess with your head too. Think about weird mason stuff and suddenly its everywhere...<br><br>Which may be true but...<br><br>In the context of my good friend from melbourne who was abused by her stepdad, then became a prostitute at the age of eight. There seems a genuine chance she was subject to some mind control thing, but I doubt it. An organised ring of "establishment" pedophiles is quite the possibility. In fact I'd bet money on it.<br><br>I had to think about this but here it is.<br><br>Lets call my melb friend Jo for the time being (it ain't me in case anyone starts wondering at that.)<br><br>Jo went thru a weird regression thing. Not to a 3 year old pre abuse miind, but to a personality that behaved like 3 year old in her (at the time 16 going on 50) mind/personality. She was doing this around a couple of us who she genuinely trusted. It was as if her development as a trusting person stopped when the abuse started. She had no reason, well not much reason for trust and associated concepts in her life until she met us.<br><br>Jo regressed a few times. Lost it a few times and went nuts regressing to abuses and resisting the abusers (in her minds eye, she was not "with us" at the time except in body.) struck out at nothing, would attack any human within range.<br><br>This seemed short lived and suddenly (it seemed) she changed, happier. Jo was less stressed, more at peace with herself, like she had come to terms with her past and was ready to face her future. This whole process took a couple of weeks.<br><br>I think if she had been through what Lily has been through, she would have had more issues re the "reintegration" of her personality. It seems as tho the process she went through re the loss of trust and psychological splintering it caused is the exact point that the creation of alters begins.<br><br>Back to the nocturnal weirdness. We live near some very powerful places. Possibly at one of those portal/vortex things ala the skinwalker ranch. Again I'd bet money on it.<br><br>Lots of weird stuff happens at night. My wifes weird experience fits more with something that actually makes me think something un human related is going on with the whole abduction thing. I won't go into details here. Basically, the circumatnces of her robot like experience are more like the attempted abuction that I experienced. Small things in the room, that I wasn't aware of tho she was there talking to me.<br><br>When they tried it on with me the same thing happened well a v similar one. Anomolous stuff involving what i thought were critters reminiscent of the tin man in Wizard of OZ (and yeah I know the connetations that movie has but I honestly think they don't apply here.) Robotic they were... And trying to push through some membrane that had replaced the ceiling in the bedroom. My wife was in bed next to me listening to me describe what was happening, but unaware of it.<br><br>In all seriousness if anyone had been trying to get into the house via helicoptor to involve us in sus stuff... nah just wouldn't happen around here. A chopper over the house at night in this part of the world and the whole valley knows it was there the next day.<br><br>To many dope growers around here.<br><br>Besides the robots seemed a screen memory for something far weirder.<br><br>I think there is a crossover between Mind Control, Occult weirdness by wannabe Nazi's and the things that were occuring, but those things are their own phenomenon, and the interest of the spooks (what a great term for "intelligence" types in this context) and their nasty bosses with heaps of money in them is an attempt to expoit the power they may have. And a great distraction from other stuff via disinfo etc etc.<br><br> <p></p><i></i>
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Re: re: black and white tiles

Postby Et in Arcadia ego » Thu Jul 06, 2006 1:35 pm

<!--EZCODE QUOTE START--><blockquote><strong><em>Quote:</em></strong><hr>Think about weird mason stuff and suddenly its everywhere...<hr></blockquote><!--EZCODE QUOTE END--><br><br>Indeed. Personally, I kinda crack up when I see it splattered all over cars like accessory graffiti:<br><br><!--EZCODE IMAGE START--><img src="http://www.freemasonstore.com/images/klitz/fullview/6521BL.jpg" style="border:0;"/><!--EZCODE IMAGE END--><br><br>It's occured to me that an effective way to hide something would be to trivialize it to death and make every worthless wretch on the street think that he too, could one day be a member of the great Brotherhood and one day have their own Mason trailer hitch cover..<br><br><!--EZCODE IMAGE START--><img src="http://www.freemasonstore.com/images/klitz/thumbs/KLTZ1HM.jpg" style="border:0;"/><!--EZCODE IMAGE END--> <p>____________________<br>Oderint, dum metuant</p><i>Edited by: <A HREF=http://p216.ezboard.com/brigorousintuition.showUserPublicProfile?gid=etinarcadiaego@rigorousintuition>et in Arcadia ego</A>  <IMG HEIGHT=10 WIDTH=10 SRC="http://www.sickle666.com/images/Arcadia.jpg" BORDER=0> at: 7/6/06 11:43 am<br></i>
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Re: re: black and white tiles

Postby LilyPatToo » Thu Jul 06, 2006 3:45 pm

rain, I actually only knew the word "Moriah" to be used in Masonic lore to refer to a holy mountain (I assume in the Holy Land), so I guess I'd have to answer "Joannite", since I associate that with the Templar heresy and later with Freemasonry. If Lily is picking this stuff from my own memories, then she seems to be putting a Masonic spin on it. The bees are interesting--historically, they were a Merovingian symbol of royalty. There was a Merovingian royal burial found that contained hundreds of bees cast in gold. But I also have an alter that believes herself to be a honey bee -- <!--EZCODE ITALIC START--><em>Apis mellifera</em><!--EZCODE ITALIC END--> -- I call her Bea. She's an assassin. So perhaps it's an internal alter system reference to Lily...not sure.<br><br>Joe, your friend's experience of acting out is called abreaction, I believe. The woman who lived in Handler Guy's condo unit all those years ago who would scream for hours, then appear with a smile on her face, was suffering from abreations of trauma to which she'd been subjected in the past. One of the few times I managed to get her away from Handler Guy for a few minutes, she had what I now realize was an alter switch (didn't understand then). She began compulsively, graphically telling me about a terrible, violent rape that she'd suffered many years before. She said she'd escaped from her captors and run naked down the street, completely drenched in blood.<br><br>Now I recognize that as a probable Cult thing, but then I simply listened, horrified, and tried to comfort her. The victim/handler who'd hired The Skeptic and moved us out here and then pressured us into living in her condo (the one I later helped to escape a Satanic cult) was present and she watched me very closely as this other woman blurted out her story--I now realize that it was a sort of test, to see if I remembered anything similar and whether or not I'd speak of it. I didn't, so she visibly relaxed. Her reaction, under the circumstances, was SO inappropriate that it stuck in my memory. <br><br>Re: accesssings -- if done properly, the slave won't remember a thing. Each slave has codes that consist of words or gestures or touches that force alter switches to program-loyal alters. The memory erasure technologies used are amazing--unless the handler screws up, *nothing* is remembered. Or, sometimes, a screen memory is given that seems completly real. Or, the slave puts the lost time down to mental confusion and this is often encouraged by handlers who may be family or close friends and the fear of mental illness and possible incarceration for it is deliberately, slyly encouraged.<br><br>The accessings I remember are, accordingly, few and far between. Once I was walking around the lake and between one footstep and the next, I was walking through the lobby of a nearby office building. I had no idea how I got there and not a clue why I was there. When I questioned him, the security guard told me I'd walked in a quarter of an hour or so before, entered the elevator and he'd not seen me again until I emerged from the elevator. He only noticed me because I wasn't wearing business clothes like almost everyone else.<br><br>Once I was working in my garden shed and heard a voice speak to me out of thin air. The doorway was open and I had a view through it of the yard and no one was there. Freaked, I searched the whole yard, but I was completely alone. Since I wasn't watching the time, I don't know how much time I lost, but I never forgot the voice. Even though it was very familiar to me, I seemed blocked from being able to recall whose it was....it turned out to be the voice of Handler Guy. <br><br>LilyPat<br><br><br> <p></p><i></i>
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Re: re: black and white tiles

Postby havanagilla » Fri Jul 07, 2006 4:45 am

<!--EZCODE QUOTE START--><blockquote><strong><em>Quote:</em></strong><hr>Or, the slave puts the lost time down to mental confusion and this is <!--EZCODE BOLD START--><strong>often encouraged by handlers who may be family or close friends and the fear of mental illness and possible incarceration for it is deliberately, slyly encouraged.</strong><!--EZCODE BOLD END--><hr></blockquote><!--EZCODE QUOTE END--><br>yes.<br><br> <p></p><i></i>
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Re: re: black and white tiles

Postby orz » Fri Jul 07, 2006 4:48 am

<!--EZCODE QUOTE START--><blockquote><strong><em>Quote:</em></strong><hr>make every worthless wretch on the street think that he too, could one day be a member of the great Brotherhood and one day have their own Mason trailer hitch cover..<hr></blockquote><!--EZCODE QUOTE END--><br>But he COULD!.... or am i missing something? <p></p><i></i>
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Re: re: black and white tiles

Postby LilyPatToo » Fri Jul 07, 2006 1:41 pm

orz, not everyone is Masonic material--or at least that's the way it was in the old days. But even if a person gets recommended by a member and passes the review by the lodge officials and gets initiated, that doesn't in any way, shape or form guarantee that they'll ever reach advanced degrees. And even the ones that do manage to get to the upper degrees are not guaranteed entry into the elite cabals that are at the very tippy-top of the Masonic pyramid.<br><br>LilyPat <p></p><i></i>
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Re: re: black and white tiles

Postby Et in Arcadia ego » Fri Jul 07, 2006 2:27 pm

All 33rd degrees are not equal.. <p>____________________<br>Oderint, dum metuant</p><i></i>
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Re: re: black and white tiles

Postby orz » Fri Jul 07, 2006 2:50 pm

hehe ok... <p></p><i></i>
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Re: regression

Postby Hugh Manatee Wins » Fri Jul 07, 2006 8:43 pm

<!--EZCODE QUOTE START--><blockquote><strong><em>Quote:</em></strong><hr>Jo went thru a weird regression thing. Not to a 3 year old pre abuse miind, but to a personality that behaved like 3 year old in her (at the time 16 going on 50) mind/personality.<hr></blockquote><!--EZCODE QUOTE END--><br><br>Suddenly I remember that there was a girl back in high school who had a strange reputation for acting like a toddler during intimacies.<br><br>I knew one of her girlfriends who confirmed this in a rather amused yet blase' fashion.<br><br>Hmm... <p></p><i></i>
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