by Dreams End » Wed Oct 05, 2005 9:20 am
Banned, you absolutely freaked me out with that post. <br><br>I do private tutoring for a living, both on my own and through a local service. I just got a new student I met for the first time yesterday just a few hours before your post.<br><br>I sat and talked with his Mom and him. I'm sort of intuitive with people and I had ALL kinds of alarms going off. The first one being when his mom said they had home schooled him for two years and then admitted that they actually didn't provide anything educational. Found out from him later that he was simply left alone during the day every day for those two years. He spoke of that time a bit later in our conversation, or maybe it was the tough school times in the years leading up to his homeschooling, as being unpleasant and him trying to "brainwash" (his word) himself to forget these times.<br><br>But here's the point of the post, banned, and I hope you read this because I think you can be a resource for me here. It turns out he has no friends and no hobbies, save one. He "makes up characters" in his head. <br><br>I didn't probe too hard with his mom there but I diplomatically booted her from the room for a bit. He described how he is definitely creating the characters, they don't appear spontaneously and he follows their lives. He only described one in pretty good detail and that character's job was to travel around and learn about the other characters.<br><br>I asked if the characters ever popped up when he didn't want them to and he said not really but sometimes when things are boring at school he has to work hard not to think about them. They don't interact in his "real world"...that is, they won't say, "Hey, you better go pay attention to the teacher." <br><br>As I stated, my wife is DID, so I was very interested in this side of this young man. It's not the same thing but I think there are enough similarities to be interesting and maybe also to tell me that there's bad things going on in this young man's life.<br><br>Do you know the term "flat affect"? This was this young man. He showed no emotion whatsoever. <br><br>The mother was pleasant enough...she and her husband are both professionals. She is extremely religious (Catholic) and refers to the Virgin Mary as "mom". She told me she had pulled her son out of school a few years ago (he's beginning his second year back in regular school) on the saint day for the Virgin of Guadalupe. I asked if this date was significant and she just said "Mom likes my son."<br><br>Actually, I appreciate the strains of Catholicism that have remembered the feminine aspects of the design and under different circumstances I'd find the use of "mom" for Mary to be rather charming in a quirky way. But that, too, kinda creeped me out. <br><br>Anyway, the fact that this young man described EXACTLY the process you mentioned, banned, on the same day has really got my attention as I'd never heard of this before. Anyone else with insight into this? It's possible that the neglect of being left alone all day every day might explain it but he was 12 - 14 when that was going on, and though it's not good parenting, I wonder if that's enough to explain it.<br><br>And to SW:<br><br>If you are reading this, I was hard on you the other day for a posting you put up. I apologize...I just didn't know what to make of it. But I want to say this, I think what's important for you is having a very competent therapist who works only on what you present and with the alters you and she uncover together. I don't think you should be researching as you are...it's too triggering and to be honest, too much wrong information out there. I don't buy the starman post. No offense to starman, and I haven't researched it so I could be wrong. However, if I'm right, then you are reacting stongly to something that's not even true. That's why I think you should avoid such research...too much of it is unsourced and speculative and Cathy O'Brien, the subject of Jeff's recent post, is a great example of how truth and falsehood can all get thrown in together.<br><br>I don't discuss any of this with my wife. I think your therapists idea (which I might have taken wrong from your description) of "trying things on for size" is a bad idea. You can resonate positively or negatively with a person or image without that image being literally true.<br><br>Whatever has happened to you, the truth is there inside...<br><br>I really hope you won't take one post (well meaning as it may have been) as somehow a definitive take on the truth and rethink your whole life because of it. If this network is as widespread and high up as you and PW and others maintain, then it would be absolutely essential for those bad guys to put out all kinds of disinformation that misdirects and, as Jeff's post today indicates, make them seem all powerful. They aren't all powerful. In fact, it is their own mistaken beliefs that they ARE all powerful that will eventually bring them down.<br><br>Back to banned: any more info on why you started this "character building" process? You may really help a young person out with this info. <p></p><i></i>