GSS aproaching ?

[bvonahsen]

Asarian-host.org is sometimes blocked by ISPs. Because it is a free anonymous service it is sometimes abused and used to send spam. Try <!--EZCODE AUTOLINK START--><a href="http://www.asarian-host.net">www.asarian-host.net</a><!--EZCODE AUTOLINK END--> and see if that works, they are essentially the same.<br><br>The name comes from ASAR or alt.sex.abuse.recovery which is completely overrun with spam and porn these days. Mark is the admin and very helpful. It's run out of the Netherlands and is very secure, Mark wrote much of the software himself. Alt.sex.abuse.recovery.moderated or alt.abuse.recovery are not so badly infested with spam, but I haven't been there in six years.<br><br>There are good instruction on how to set up Outlook to use asarian. Like I said, it's very secure but I suppose nothing is totally secure. I've heard that even PGP has a backdoor built in for the NSA but I don't know that for sure.<br><br>There is some nice poetry hosted on asarian in addition to several recovery themed sites.<br><br>take care. <p></p><i></i>

[havanagilla]

thanks chigger. <p></p><i>Edited by: <A HREF=http://p216.ezboard.com/brigorousintuition.showUserPublicProfile?gid=havanagilla>havanagilla</A> at: 6/19/06 1:53 am<br></i>

[chiggerbit]

<!--EZCODE ITALIC START--><em>People who egg victims in a way that will lead to certain death, and then withdraw their "pepp talks" and support, are virtually murderers, even if their pretended goals are to fight the PTBs.</em><!--EZCODE ITALIC END--><br><br>Hava, I can't speak for the person who advised you to put all the details out in public arena. Perhaps the proposed goal is to fight RA. But I believe the thinking may be that, by making all the details public, there is no more reason to do you in in order to keep the secrets from being revealed, therfore you will be safer than you would be if the secrets "go to the grave" with you. Sorry for being blunt. As I said, I think there can be flaws to that thinking. That reasoning makes too many assumptions. <p></p><i></i>

[havanagilla]

well, this is true theoretically, and depends which secrets, where they are published, and other elements in the recipe. <br>If this was CNN, you'd be right. --<br> -- <br> <p></p><i>Edited by: <A HREF=http://p216.ezboard.com/brigorousintuition.showUserPublicProfile?gid=havanagilla>havanagilla</A> at: 6/19/06 1:52 am<br></i>

[havanagilla]

last. sometimes even publication will not quarantee protection. it depends how much the rivals are the kind that cares about publicity. I'd say that with regards to israel these days, the gov here does not lose sleep over bad publicity, so if they wipe out someone (this just happened in gaza I think), they will smile and say it was a meteor from the sky. what is anyone going to do to them ? shame them on RI ? no, they'll praise them. <br>--<br> <p></p><i></i>

[AlicetheCurious]

Hava, I only saw your post after you'd edited it, so I'm not sure I understand what's been going on, but it sounds as if you're going through hell. <br><br>You sound disappointed, as though people have "egged you on" to endanger yourself, and then left you twisting in the wind when you felt threatened. You are obviously vulnerable to being manipulated into acting against your own self-interest, and that's the first and most important problem you have to start solving.<br><br>Hava. You have a kid. You are not qualified to take on all the evil in the world, and frankly, if the whole world is depending on little ol' you, we're all f***ed.<br><br>But your kid IS totally dependent on you, he has nobody else. And neither do you. Right now, you and he are your universe. To please some armchair revolutionary you'd endanger your whole universe, for what? For some illusory battle that you think you're fighting? <br><br>In the long run, you'll do yourself and your son more good, and the bad people more harm, if you get your life together and give yourself time to heal the scars. Right now, you're in no condition to do anyone any damage, except yourself and your child.<br><br>PS: Sorry if I'm being presumptuous, or if I offended you. <p></p><i></i>

[havanagilla]

--<br>there's a famous joke in Israel, that kind of describes this situation. One day a little ant climbed on the back of a sitting elephant, when he suddenly stood up. The other ants from her group began yelling and cheering "kill him kill him..." . (well it doesnt translate well from Hebrew. they are using a common hook phrase among gang members, calling their member to strangulate the rival. )<br>Briefly stated, there is some selective hearing problem to what I was saying earlier, but that's understandable, I suppose. <br> <p></p><i>Edited by: <A HREF=http://p216.ezboard.com/brigorousintuition.showUserPublicProfile?gid=havanagilla>havanagilla</A> at: 6/18/06 10:43 pm<br></i>

[bvonahsen]

Surviving and thriving is the best revenge. <p></p><i></i>