by Homeless Halo » Sat Oct 15, 2005 6:25 am
Lots of stuff to comment on. I was pleasantly forgetting about these ideas for the last several hours, but as she is asleep, I have time for a few thoughts.<br><br>Rob: <br>Sorry we couldn't get together, I thought you might be the one. <br>In Thelemic terms, the "Law" of Thelema is subject to QBL analysis, that is, LOVE = WILL. Which means it could just as easily be phrased vice versa, that is, Love is equally important to Will from the Thelemic worldview (which essentially boils down to Christianity via Melchizadek's boat cult). This could further be demonstrated with Hebrew numerology (QBL) as Crow himself was known to do. That is, we are in perfect agreement as to the supremacy of love, in equality with perfect will.<br><br>bamabecky:<br><br>Icke is fascinating, not just because he has so much useful information but because he is absolutely insane from acquiring too much knowledge too fast. This is not a slight, many brilliant people are also insane. I find him hard to digest all at once, but he puts lots of the pieces in place that would take much longer if you read it in a more "sane" fashion from other writers.<br>Just don't let Icke suck you in too much, make sure you fact check his references, and take two grains of salt with anything there isn't a clear reference for or which references another "conspiracy" book.<br><br>My recommended reading list grows every day, I have occassionally entertained the idea of posting it in a place like this, but I'm afraid the NSA would simply adapt their list to include the books they missed. <!--EZCODE EMOTICON START ;) --><img src=http://www.ezboard.com/images/emoticons/wink.gif ALT=";)"><!--EZCODE EMOTICON END--> <br><br>Thelema is the greek word for WILL and is the philosophy/religion/code of Aleister Crowley and many occultists who have followed the rough path he cut.<br>It is highly disliked by Christianity, but is considered acceptable by the average mainstream occultist, as it is merely a synthesis of a variety of occult doctrines and initiation techniques, "coupled" with libertine sexual alchemy.<br><br>As to my 11 reference, I was that old.<br><br>PW:<br><br>I don't know that I was through a MC program, just that I was in a program that is often associated with such things, and that I'm missing time from these testing sessions. It is entirely possible I lost time simply because of how bored I was. I don't remember all the time from regular school either, and I doubt most people do. However, I know that I do not have the traditional symptoms of trauma based programming, including DID, and that my asp. tendencies were much stronger when I was child, for many years before I entered this program. I know that I can objectively account for enough of the time I've experienced since then that it is unlikely that they've been able to use me for MC ops, etc. If they shell programmed me, they did an admirable job, far more seamless than the "supposed" (not that I neccessarily disbelieve them, but that I don't trust anyone) RA victims I have personally met. <br><br>Yes, Detroit has long been part of the occult current (Crow lived here for a bit), there is also a high degree of UFO activity here (Windsor, the "other half" of Detroit, has a statue of a saucer, and a plaque inviting "them" to come back sometime). Detroit heavy occult history makes it perfect for the activities I've described previously.<br><br>As far as MC goes, it wouldn't suprise me, as there is rumblings of CIA involvement in the cocaine trade in "crack town". "Crack Town" makes up various strips of the inner city, burned out during the fires and riots and decommissioned as "no mans lands". Only the junkies go there(even the cops don't). Sometimes well dressed men in unmarked cars are reported.<br><br>IR:<br><br>You're welcome to visit anytime. Let me know, and we can hook you up. This goes for anyone who isn't a spook. OH ALRIGHT, spooks too, I guess.<br><br>When I was poking around the "odd activities" I'd previously mentioned as going on in OH, along with some friends from the area, we were warned by the Park Ranger and County Sheriff BOTH to let it go. We considered it.<br><br>As far as the sloppiness goes, as you said, I think of it more in terms of blatant arrogance (like the "sloppy"<br>coverups of famous psyops like JFK), than in terms of inability to conceal their activities. I think they "think" they are untouchable. As the scriptures say:<br>"Pride goeth before destruction, and a haughty spirit before a fall"<br><br>Let them be arrogant, it will make it far easier to eventually nail them down.<br><br>DE:<br>Infiltration, is still a correct term, in that it isn't "public" information. The primary purpose is for general "occult" reasons and also to gather "esoteric" intelligence regarding the belief systems of said groups. It would be unsavory to actually join in RA, and psychologically damaging, but already we have found links in cults that appear to be connected to similar practices. (when this happens the tactic at present is to unveil this link and induce schism, to remove the cover by destroying the cult as a thing-in-itself) Unfortunately, even with conclusive evidence the public sector seems unwilling to even address the problem, much less deal with it. I still believe it will come down to individuals forcing change one fire at a time. Since our collective is already so widespread, the "watch" groups are scattered all over the world, fairly independent, which means I couldn't give you specific information on some of these people even if I wanted to. This is done, compartmentalization, because it makes it more difficult to stop. Killing me would accomplish nothing for them, as there is no figurehead to this movement and it is already remarkably widespread and infectious(occultists love conspiracies, especially being in them). We have learned from our enemies.<br> (they say the devil's arms...)<br><br>"False memory" is losing credibility among a lot of mainstream psychologists. As my own teacher of Psych as medical science said "all memories are false memories, there's no difference and no way to tell the difference if there was", which is the point. Some of the smarter clinical psychs are starting to realize that from a neuronal point of view, there is no distinction between different kinds of memories. They all got there somehow, and are equally important as they are interconnected.<br><br>------<br><br>Thank you all for your thoughts, this dialogue has been constructive already, at least for me. I should like to reiterate that I am of the opinion that I was one of the lucky ones who slipped through the cracks of the MC programs. If not, they did a damned good job on me, and it is possible you are in far more danger than I am, because I know what I am capable of without any outside influence. <br><br>I'm certain that if they did not MC me, they will eventually come to wish they had. I'dve made an excellent MONARCH.<br><br>Cheers.<br>-SHCR, OAO<br><br><br><br><br><br><br><br><br> <p></p><i></i>