by havanagila » Wed Feb 22, 2006 1:45 am
I would like to share this, as I think it is related somehow to my experience from this board.<br>Yesterday, I made the mistake of falling into a brief day nap. I was still PMSed, and so I felt tired. I suddenly had a deep, disturbing mare, which only later dawned on me, as a dream about satanism.<br>In the dream I was going to a nearby playground/garden, where the say before I saw a kitten, kind of grayish that I liked and considered taking in for adoption (i recently took a kitten in). In the garden there are people who bring with them a litter of new puppies (dogs), very cute, and they are tyring to get me interested in taking one, as I was actually planning to get a puppy. However, my mind is set on that cute gray kitten, and I spot her on a bench. I go closer and see that she is wounded, bleeding, and laying there looking pretty dead. It is a devastating situation. Suddenly, I see a little kind of hidden lower platform in the garden, it is like a room and there is a lady who looks familiar, wearing a physician's coat. It appears that she did the cat in, and I am curious about it. i ask her "so you also deal with cats ?" she smiles viciously and says "yes. and I see you have your bad cough back" ha ha ha ...the end.<br>---<br>Later it dawned on me that this was about ritual mutilation of animals, as part of black magic, or attempt to hurt someone. I do have my cough back, as well. (mucho disturbing). <br>--<br>This is not the first time I have female witch-figures in bad dreams. but I think it is the first satanist/animal mutilation I dream about. and perhaps it is a carry on from reading this, somewhat heavy board/blog. <br><br>This made me quite unsettled. I also figured that these things DO HAPPEN, namely, people probably do that, as part of either voodoo rituals, and in order to just simply upset others. The lady, symbolically speaking, knew I like this cat, which is WHY she slaughtere IT and not another random cat. Another issue is that cats do seem to bring in a certain psychic energy with them, this one here certainly does. <br><br>to be sure, I don't think this is BECAUSE of being the board, but I think I am getting a clearer vision of the kind of dark practices happening around, and perhaps I had a chance to SEE it, without shirking or blocking myself.<br>--<br> <p></p><i></i>
