by kinsei » Wed Dec 14, 2005 5:21 am
Banned,<br><br>First of all, I stand corrected. I still maintain that the "thinking you can fly" situation is still often quoted in the context of urban legend, but in your case you had a friend who fell prey to a similar situation. For that, I am sorry for your loss.<br><br>However, in accordance with your "not giving a shit" policy regarding people who use drugs, I will apply this same policy to your friend, in the sense that as much as I empathize with your situation of losing a friend and his situation of losing control, the fact remains that he went through went through what he went through, and vicariously you went through what you went through, because, quite simply, your friend did not know what he was doing.<br><br>It's really as simple as that. Your friend chose not only to take mescaline, but to take the amount that he did at the frequency he did, having a given end result. That does not in any way mean that the drug itself forces this kind of usage of it, nor does it mean that everyone who uses a drug will experience the same result as your friend. You are extrapolating your admittedly painful experience and applying it to millions of people the world over. For every one person who loses themselves to a given drug, there are plenty of people who don't. The difference between them boils down to individual, personal choices that are made.<br><br>Just because your friend lost himself to a drug doesn't mean you can get him back by taking out your anger on everyone else who uses them. All that anger is going to do is consume you.<br><br>You can tell me "go fuck yourself" all you want, but I won't resort to that level of anger in return. All that would do is raise my blood pressure and make me feel awful for hours, and it would do nothing for you either since the cycle wouldn't stop there. Vengeful anger accomplishes nothing.<br><br>Of course, there was a time when I used to be extremely angry and judgemental all the time. My blood pressure was through the roof, I had panic attacks all the time, and I was inches away from breaking down. Then one evening I realized the cause, and was finally able to heal the source of those old wounds, allowing me to let the stress and anger go. You know what helped me do this?<br><br>Mushrooms.<br> <p></p><i></i>