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Is it just me, or does anyone else really wish that it wasn't already fucking Christmas.<br><br>Damn, I hate this world.<br><br> <p></p><i></i>

from the band MOTION CITY SOUNDTRACK<br><br>"L.G. Fuad"<br><br>Let's get fucked up and die.<br>I am speaking figuratively, of course.<br>Like the last time that I committed suicide.<br>..social suicide..<br><br>Yeah, so I'm already dead.<br>On the inside but I can still pretend.<br>With my memories and photographs<br>I have learned to love the lie<br><br>I want to know what it's like to be awkward and innocent, not belligerent.<br>I want to know how it feels to be useful and pertinent and have common sense, yeah.<br>Let me in, let me in to the club 'cause<br>I want to belong and I need to get strong.<br>and if memory serves I'm addicted to words and they're useless...<br><br>(In this department)<br><br>Let's get fucked up and die.<br>I'm riding hard on the last legs of every lie.<br>And the BMX bike of my life is about to explode.<br>I'm about to explode.<br><br>I'm a mess I'm a wreck.<br>I am perfect and I have learned to accept<br>All my problems and shortcomings,<br>’cause I’m so visceral, yet deeply inept.<br><br>I want to thank you for being a part of my<br>"forget-me-nots and marigolds and other things that don't get old"<br>Is it legal to do this? I surely don't know.<br>It's the only way I have learned to express myself<br>through other peoples' descriptions of life.<br>I'm afraid, I'm alone and entirely useless...<br><br>(In this department)<br><br>Let's get fucked up and die.<br>For the last time with feeling<br>we'll try not to smile<br>As we cover our heads and drink heavily into the nights<br>That’s still shock and surprise.<br><br>I believe that I can. overcome this and beat everything in the end.<br>But I choose to abuse for the time being.<br>maybe I'll win.<br>but for now I've decided to die.<br><br>Sister Soldier you’ve been such a positive influence<br>on my mental frame<br>If I could ever repay you I would<br>but I'm hard up for cash<br>And my memory lacks initiative.<br><br>God damn the liquor stores' closed,<br>we were so close to scoring.<br>it hurts, it destroys til it kills.<br>I am tired and hungry and totally useless...<br><br>(In this department)<br><br> <p></p><i></i>

It's two months away yet where I live...<br><br>-Sepka the Space Weasel <p></p><i></i>

do Thelemites do Christmas? <p></p><i></i>

Why not?<br><br>We have parties whenever we can, for whatever excuse we can create.<br><br>Besides "Christmas" is a pagan holiday.<br><br>And "Christ" is as much ours as he is anyone elses'. <p></p><i></i>

<!--EZCODE QUOTE START--><blockquote><strong><em>Quote:</em></strong><hr> <br> Is it just me, or does anyone else really wish that it wasn't already fucking Christmas.<br>Damn, I hate this world.<hr></blockquote><!--EZCODE QUOTE END--><br><br>Sadness and pain.<br><br>Thelema helps?<br><br>Or maybe not?<br><br>Christians moved Christ out of the manger.<br><br>They put him in a shopping mall.<br><br>Is this why you hate Christmas? Or is there more?<br><br><br><br><br><br><br> <p></p><i></i>

I don't have any problem with Christmas.<br><br>I just wish it would stay in December. The news is telling us to start our "Christmas shopping" now while the deals are best before they "run out" of stuff(like that happens).<br><br>TV commercials for the "radio city christmas spectacular" run about every ten minutes on every television and radio station. Stores already have damned Christmas trees everywhere.<br><br>I'd just like to make it through Halloween before I see a Christmas tree, y'know? Maybe some snow first?<br>Thanksgiving, I know, is asking for too much, but it used to be that we had "Holidays" and not one long tedious rush from October to New Year's. No wonder the leading cause of Death in America is Stress.<br><br>I am faking it when I come off as angry. Part of it is my choice of language. I've had a foul mouth since I was little kid, and living where I live hasn't helped at all. There are people here who would've taken my remarks as being equivalent to "Merry Early Christmas".<br><br>I am just annoyed with the bombardment and over-commercialization of the "so-called" Saviour's "birthday".<br><br>Like Charlie Brown. Except I have hair, and I can fly a kite.<br> <p></p><i></i>