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What's going on havanagilla? <p></p><i></i>

if at all possible Hava. thinking of you. <p></p><i></i>

Can you say anymore? I'd like to know you're okay. <p></p><i></i>

I second Jeff, hava. Please come and tell us what is going on with you. Don't cut yourself off from the support we can offer. <p></p><i></i>

HEY! <p></p><i></i>

... ditto, me too;<br><br>But always, whatever else, Remember:<br><br>Peace and light blessings.<br><br>--Walk in Beauty-- <p></p><i></i>

Hey, havanagilla, what's up?! Why are you saying "goodbye"??? Are you OK? <br><br>LilyPat, who's worried about you<!--EZCODE EMOTICON START :( --><img src=http://www.ezboard.com/images/emoticons/frown.gif ALT=":("><!--EZCODE EMOTICON END--> <p></p><i></i>

She has deleted the links to the posts in her English Language Blog. I don't read Hebrew but her last entry on her Hebrew blog is July 30. If anyone reads hebrew I'll PM you the link. <br><br> <p></p><i></i>

she mentioned once an email conversation with a member of this board who then dissapeared from this board,<br>does anyone know who that referred to,<br>and, what were her last normal posts cos i am buggered if i can find them,<br>i hate messages like the one that started this thread,<br>remember that freaky doro222 incident,<br>i want to get to the bottom of this and a whole lot of stuff about triggers and handlers will not suffice <p></p><i></i>

hava, you have people here that care about you. Whatever the reason for your abrupt departure, please at least let one of us know you're safe.<br><br>Take care,<br>Donovan <p>____________________<br>Some are born to sweet delight, some are born to endless night.</p><i></i>

I've sent an email to her--with luck, she'll reply and if it's OK with her, I'll pass on any news. I'm just concerned that something may have happened that frightened her. I know when I get scared by a handler or by street theater, my tendency is to post about it all the places I can think of, but many (most?) other survivors just "go to ground" until they feel safe enough to surface again.<br><br>Pray for her, those of you who pray.<br><br>LilyPat <p></p><i></i>

I think this slipped by in the thread she started about harrassing emails. <br><br><!--EZCODE QUOTE START--><blockquote><strong><em>Quote:</em></strong><hr>I am well aware that I am meat already, for a while, and the proof is enjoying this Vulturous Intuition board, which feels like a good biological cleansing of the remains from my bones. My situation was determined two years ago, and I can have some grace in designing the final exit. I want to be sure, though, that I know what happened to me, before I meet my maker.<hr></blockquote><!--EZCODE QUOTE END--><br><br>Hava was not a balanced person...she'd be the first to say so. I know some of her story but it's a big muddle to me. At the very least she had a very series of very bad, abusive relationships. At worst, this was a result of her being victim of some sort of MC program. <br><br>I am pretty upset about having run across the above quote and also this thread. I had stopped following that thread and never read the above or would have said something to her. <br><br>Under normal circumstances, I'd contact local authorities when I have strong indication of suicidal intention. However, I'm not sure. I know her full name and the city she lives in (she wasn't real secretive about it, but in interest of privacy I won't post it)....should I send along an email to some appropriate agency in that city? I could probably find one. <br><br> <p></p><i></i>

I wish I had seen this earlier. <p></p><i></i>

I actually had forgotten that I'd posted some on that thread and had stopped following it. I feel very bad now. I'm researching the appropriate place to forward this info to...hopefully I can find a suicide hotline sort of place and not have to go to the police....<br><br> <p></p><i></i>