image dump (warning: disturbing/annoying objects present)

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the launch was good. lots of interesting people. good conversation. there'd have been more probably if not for the fact that it was a collection of introverted paranoids and their friends.

we have VERY few brick streets left. used to be more, long ago, i am mostly familiar with them from photos. but there are a couple here and there. our road system is very built up. it is confusing to outsiders, but extremely efficient if you already know where you're going and how you'll be getting there.
(the phrase in ohio and illinois i always hear is "michigan left" referring to our boulevard system)

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Michigan_left



(they exist in other places, but most of our larger roads are this way)

we also have many continuous flow intersections.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Continuous ... tersection



You can drive anywhere. Fast. but if you do not have a car, you're fucked because there is no real public transportation and you really don't want to walk.

hope things are well, P. and yes the tunnel is groovy. Almost worth the effort of going through security just for that.


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flat as pancakes, comrade Z.

wish i could help you wrt your pictures. i use bluetooth.

most of them (cameraphones) nowadays have usb or equivalent ports.
if you have real web browsing on your phone you could always just email them to yourself. i do this sometimes to keep backup copies of things. in some states it is also counted as an E-copyright like mailing yourself something.

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(thanks for the picture i stole, marmot)

[Perelandra]

There are still many fine brick streets in my old town. Very slippery in the winter.

It's been a sad week for me, but I'll be OK. I don't like Christmas, either. We are getting a bunch of snow (for us) and it's colder than usual. It reminds me of why I try not to go back east in the winter. Cabin fever may ensue.

[zhivkov]

Perelandra, I am very sorry to hear it has been a sad week for you-I am overly nosy as it is and I wont pry unless you want me to. The image and of course all the others you have posted are wonderful. OP ED thanks so much for the advice-i think the email idea just might work-if i could find the damn box the phone came in i think there was a cord or something-maybe usb? it was just a nice sky image-very beautiful to the eye-dont know how it would look here-i have been surprised at the quality of the cell pics and the desert monsoon sky was fantastic-kinda unreal in a way-it looked like something out of a sci fi movie-if i could ever figure this out i could upload to utube and then post to RI-but again-nothing perhaps folks havent seen before-i think it lasts almost 2 mins. So there was a lot of paranoids at the book thing? hehe-i am glad you still had a pretty good day-the pics you took are fantastic! thanks for the other info too-i do not think over the course of my life i have ever been close to your neck of the woods-maybe layover at O Hare? is that kinda sorta close? just checkin in with you all-Perelandra I hope you will be feeling (emotionally) better soon! if I can ever help any of you with anything I will damn sure at least try-you all have helped me so much! Perelandra was going to see if I had ever been near your part of the world-the brick streets i think are nice-looks like a very nice area!-but dont know where you live-no prob if u do not want to say- i wonder how the CFIs would work in PHX? from what i have seen-although ive not even been close to visiting every state phx has some of the worst f'in drivers around! i think i am already or very close to being un-auto'd-not bitching-when i look at my overall situation i am incredibly lucky-the buses here suck or at least have the reputation of sucking(much like yours truly) my bro may be able to fix-thinks it may just be a sensor-whatever the f*** that is (in a car) as long as i can stay connected to the net-i will try to bitch about nothing-except for all my regular bitching of course! i can still walk-on good days about a mile and a half without throwing back out-if my chest xrays show no probs-whenever i have the guts to get them done i should probably not complain ever again in my life! there is one way i can think of if any of you on this thread ever do something you want advertised or plugged-a very tiny but small hope if i could help-my place doesnt get a millionth the traffic RI does or even other blogs-but i am getting regulars so to speak-so OE,Perelandra, penguin, nathan, etc-for you-i would put out the word-however small it might be no ?s asked-as long as it doesnt involve bestiality- on another note-finally after months of inactivity so to speak i was master of my domain last night. a rather unusual fantasy for me-as mine tend towards the romantic and not rough. I saw a pic of this guy in a band Agnostic Front-never heard of them in phxs free rag-the new times-for some reason this dude really got me going and i fantasized that he yanked me by the hair(kinda hard in real life with a buzz) and said suck it f***** and all sorts of mean things to me-then threw me on the bed and f'd my brains out-unusual for me in many respects-but hey it worked-hope to chat very soon-Z

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The neighborhood i work in in SE Ohio has many brick roads. They are horrible on your tires, but you can't normally go so fast anyhow so it doesn't matter.


RI is one of the more popular conspiracy areas on the internet that isn't directly owned and maintained by compromised individuals.

i personally wouldn't want that much attention with my name attached to it.

O'Hare is about as close as Toronto. Fourteen miles farther, more or less, from my house.

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Comrade Z, i think it is hilarious that you have the nerve to post your obscene fantasies and yet manage to censor the language you use. HA.

you're individual.

[zhivkov]

I am glad you like-well not I am sure 'like' the fantasies-for some reason i am in a very good mood this am-and because of manic-ocd tendencies should watch myself-shoulda said this am its 235 here-must be an hour later there I really am going to go to google maps or something-i have no clue when it comes to talking about directions and spatial orientation in my mind-the distances you mentioned from o hare blew me away-very interesting-i missed that you worked in se ohio-i know you like physical labor-or am i mixing you up with someone? you must drive a lot-so good to chat again OE-miss you-god that sounds so gay-u know how i mean it. i may be back-gonna check almanac atlas or google real quick
b4 i check maps-i had to agree about RI being totally uncompromised-if i were doing what Jeff does I would be way to nervous to be so open about things like book signing-there is some person-seems like kind of a dick to me that comments under Jeffs posts about how because of the 'loonies' at the RI forum he would be nervous about openly naming location of book signing-when i saw that-i thought what a dick-if he thinks that is where Jeffs main concern(safety) etc are coming from-this person must not understand shit about what Jeffs work is about-only reason i mentioned is that i think this same person has more than twice mentioned 'loonies' or whatever on forum as being a safety concern for Jeff

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HaGGai HowLings
{Kappa-Epsilon-Phi-Alpha-Lambda-Eta Nu-Eta}

Haggard am I, an hyaena; I hunger and howl. Men
think it laughter-ha! ha! ha!
There is nothing movable or immovable under the
firmament of heaven on which I may write the
symbols of the secret of my soul.
Yea, though I were lowered by ropes into the
utmost Caverns and Vaults of Eternity, there is
no word to express even the first whisper of the
Initiator in mine ear: yea, I abhor birth, ululating
lamentations of Night!
Agony! Agony! the Light within me breeds veils; the
song within be dumbness.
God! in what prism may any man analyse my Light?
Immortal are the adepts; and yet they die-They
die of SHAME unspeakable; They die as the
Gods die, for SORROW.
Wilt thou endure unto THe End, O FRATER
PERDURABO, O Lamp in The Abyss? Thou hast
the Keystone of the Royal Arch; yet the
Apprentices, instead of making bricks, put the
straws in their hair, and think they are Jesus
Christ!
O sublime tragedy and comedy of THE GREAT
WORK!

COMMENTARY ({Nu-Eta})

Haggai, a notorious Hebrew prophet, is a Second
Officer in a Chapter of the Royal Arch Masons.
In this chapter the author, in a sort of raging
eloquence, bewails his impotence to express himself,
or to induce others to follow into the light. In para-
graph 1 he explains the sardonic laughter, for which he
is justly celebrated, as being in reality the expression of
this feeling.
Paragraph 2 is a reference to the Obligation of an
Entered Apprentice Mason.
Paragraph 3 refers to the Ceremony of Exaltation
in Royal Arch Masonry. The Initiate will be able to
discover the most formidable secret of that degree con-
cealed in the paragraph.
Paragraphs 4-6 express an anguish to which that of
Gethsemane and Golgotha must appear like whitlows.
In paragraph 7 the agony is broken up by the
sardonic or cynical laughter to which we have previously
alluded.
And the final paragraph, in the words of the noblest
simplicity, praises the Great Work; rejoices in its
sublimity, in the supreme Art, in the intensity of the
passion and ecstasy which it brings forth. (Note that
the words "passion" and "ecstasy" may be taken as
symbolical of Yoni and Lingam.)

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{Kappa-Epsilon-Phi-Alpha-Lambda-Eta Pi-Alpha}

LOUIS LINGG

I am not an Anarchist in your sense of the word:
your brain is too dense for any known explosive
to affect it.
I am not an Anarchist in your sense of the word:
fancy a Policeman let loose on Society!
While there exists the burgess, the hunting man, or
any man with ideals less than Shelley's and self-
discipline less than Loyola's-in short, any man
who falls far short of MYSELF-I am against
Anarchy, and for Feudalism.
Every "emancipator" has enslaved the free.

COMMENTARY ({Pi-Alpha})


The title is the name of one of the authors of the affair
of the Haymarket, in Chicago. See Frank Harris,
"The Bomb".
Paragraph 1 explains that Frater P. sees no use
in the employment of such feeble implements as bombs.
Nor does he agree even with the aim of the Anarchists,
since, although Anarchists themselves need no restraint,
not daring to drink cocoa, lest their animal passions
should be aroused (as Olivia Haddon assures my
favourite Chela), yet policemen, unless most severely
repressed, would be dangerous wild beasts.
The last bitter sentence is terribly true; the personal
liberty of the Russian is immensely greater than that of
the Englishman. The latest Radical devices for
securing freedom have turned nine out of ten English-
men into Slaves, obliged to report their movements to
the government like so many ticket-of-leave men.
The only solution of the Social Problem is the
creation of a class with the true patriarchal feeling,
and the manners and obligations of chivalry.

--from The Book of Lies, Aleister Crowley.

[zhivkov]

Very interesting OE-I thought that was Crowley-not that I am at all familiar with his work, Perelandra if you stop by today I hope you are better! Hi to penguin and everyone else. I am having somewhat of a dilemma tonight-i woke very late this afternoon due to sleep being screwed up-as we dont know if my car is safe for driving-esp in the traffic leading up to the 25th-my mom has a series of errands she has to do on my side of town-and as she does them she could take me on some i have to do and drop me off at bros house to help with yard as he is too busy to keep up with it-i can't decide if i should even try to lay down early so she can get me or if i should do another all-nighter. For some reason-I have the best luck doing research in the small hours of the morning-so for that it would be great-but my body has absoluutely no time schedule anymore for sleep or anything else-it would not matter if i was still young-but if i am up til 3 or 4 am again and try to sleep-i will sleep prob til at least 1 pm-uggh-sometimes being a night owl sucks-o well enough rambling for the eve-i do hope to be back later-sorry i havent had images in a long time-Z OE that last para was very interesting-going to have to come back to that! did you ever hear of a fellow called David Gascoyne?

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[zhivkov]

OE-absolutely adored the new images-i stole many of them-i like when i steal your pics because they are already labeled! I will have to go back i think and label the one OEs voodoo doll. Really the Crowley stuff is working in my mind i always miss so much at first-the part about the Englishman and the Russians freedoms very interesting! loved the kitten pic-i think i stole almost every one. I was feeling somewhat blue-nothing major as when my melancholia reduces me to teary eyed bewilderment-but anyway I had decided to pleasure myself to see if that would take some of it away. A few years back d/f bought me a d^^^o-i was rather insulted at the time because the frikkin thing is huge-it must be 5-6 ins in circum and thirteen inches long and it has a garish blue color. I thought at the time 'how much of a whore do you think i am' well tonight as my libido is on the rampage i thought of giving it another go so to speak-i had a few pics layed out and decided that perhaps the best way to use the damn thing was to sit on it-after applying a lot of lube i gently lowered myself and just as i was thinking o f*** this is going to be impossible my balance gave way and the f'in thing musta been shoved halfway up my gi tract!!! talk about pain! hehe for once i was teary eyed over something else besides missing someone! i am no longer afraid that i 'damaged' myself-but needless to say-even tho it was a gift and it is indeed the thought that counts i am going to throw it in the garbage in the morn!-Z

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Jesus Christ, Z.
13? Thirteen?
that'd fucking kill me.

and you did it again. you censor out Dildo, but tell such an awful story. That's awesome.

Hope you can walk again soon!

pleasuring onesself will help for a bit, but it doesn't cure melancholy. i suggest fresco painting and/or masonry.