image dump (warning: disturbing/annoying objects present)

[zhivkov]

OP ED-Joe-nathan-Perlelandra-hi to you all and I hope you are all doing well-thanks so very much for posting that info OE and your image and thoughts-i def think I need to take Peres, Joes, nathans advice-I do not feel well at all today-but i do not know if it is born of health stuff or anxiety-my legs were so weak when i first got out of bed this afternoon-yes with me i get up in the pm often-i did not even have the strength to shave or get in the shower-finally i did that-felt at least clean again-but all i have done this pm is respond to a comment-check mail and make sure tires are still up on car -kind of an OCD thing with me-my neighbors-the ones that are nice to me must wonder wtf i am doing always going out back-then coming back within a minute -hehe-i hate OCd-but have given up conquering it-i can control it when i am around other people-when i watched my neighbors place back in may-i noticed they had many elect appliances plugged in such as hair dryers and stuff-it took every bit of will power i have not to unplug all of them-if i am ever going to be gone from condo any length of time i always unplug certain things-coffee pot-etc-strange huh?

The other night on coastocoastam there was a guy on saying that the drop in oil prices has been engineered to destroy Russia-or something to that effect-he also said that now Russia will look like bad guys because of shutting off gas to UKR and thus other EU nations-I wonder if this is true and if it is if Zbig has something to do with it? I thought it kind of related to friendly bet I had with OE about USA empire ending in 2009 due to economic probs-hehe looks like i am going to lose that one-i guess in Sept i will have to find a way to order beetle and eat it(this from a while ago if no one knows what i am talking about)-i also noticed a headline on one of the MSM sites saying that sarkozy,merkel-yerkel and someone else(leader) were calling for 'new order'-ugggh i hate this talk-It will be very interesting to see what Putin and friends do now-i think the US and allies are playing a very dangerous game if they are indeed trying to 'backdoor'-no gay pun intended- destroy Russia

I do not feel Obama will be much of a change-but I sure as fuck do not want to see him meet a bad end either-to me i have had strange feelings since the election that Obama is being set up-for something-who knows? and that maybe after all this someone else will wind up running US-proba coalition of folks who have always run US- i still think the us of a empire is ending-as maybe all of them are but i spoke too soon-as far as how soon it will end-also the euro stuff interests me-it seems like so much of the NWO legislation-(i hate to use alex jones type wordage) but am very weak-cant think of other way to put it) emanates from Brussels and Eu headquarters- it is so funny-not in a funny way-because i think most europeans despise EU-at least some parts about it-thanks again all of you for thoughts and images-really appreciate 5 dollar bill post OE-i did that once with the scanner i have-and totally effin forgot how to get scanner images to here-hope to be back later if i can conquer sense of weakness-i was supposed to get 'D' tonight-uggh do not know what to do-he lives a ways away and if my car breaks down on way to get him-there is no possible way of getting back to this side of town-my folks would be so pissed-as they do not like him anyway-gosh i sound like a teenager sneaking out of bedroom window at night- I do not feel at all like having sex tonight and this would also piss D off very much-I just want to rent a movie and chat-maybe have a couple of beers-peace and best to all of you i really appreciate your thoughts!-sorry this rambled so much i am still very tired and weak-i tend to ramble anyway.-fuck its almost quarter to six pm here i musta been typing this for a long time!
also with oCD if i am ever going anywhere-i have to SEE my cat b4 i go-what am i afraid of that she will slide off into another dimension or something if i do not do this?-luckily she is usually right here with me-but if she is under bed i take flashlight and coax her out and give her a treat-and them kiss her on top of head and tell her appox length of time i will be gone and tell her to hold down the fort-i do not know what she thinks of this-she has got so used to me being here all the time since unemployment that i think she usually doesn't like to see me go.
ps i cant wait for your analysis OE-if anyone sees 8bit-barracuda-penguin-chlamor-c2w? plz say i said hi-i really do not know how aware some of these folks are of me-but i like them-i am still trying to stumble through my memory about a book i read some years ago that i am going to pm vanlose kid about-i think he would like it as he started a thread about another book kinda/sorta similar to this one-still can't remember-maybe i should just do post in book section as i think other RIers-esp 30s to late 40s would like book also

[OP ED]

(had to steal this one)





Hi Z.

hope things are well. not much time tonight, am leaving for a bit.

[zhivkov]

thats cool OE-i awoke feeling rough today-i thought of something out of the blue that it was your bday today-if it is i hope you have a very happy and wonderful and superb bday!!! i hope to chat with you and others very soon although i do not know if i will be back this eve-best to you and if it is your birthday enjoy the hell out of it and hi to everyone else on the thread and at RI-peace and love-Z

[Perelandra]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY OP ED!! Enjoy your day, night, week, or whatever you choose.

Dear me, I almost missed it, I never know what day it is.
I should have presented your chart interpretation to you, I know you don't care, but I will someday.

[Joe Hillshoist]

Wow, happy birthday.

You old(er) bastard.

[zhivkov]

Just checking in to say hi to everyone and I hope you had a great bday OE-for awhile tonight I thought computer 'died'-I hope these words find you all doing fantastic and hope to chat soon. Have to hit the hay early for me -as yet another appt tomorrow-dentist thankfully-never thought I would say that! Best to all of you!

[OP ED]

Wow, happy birthday.

You old(er) bastard.

[fuck you, you aussie (diet british) hippie]

*inhales*

i abused chemistry and looked at pretty pictures. the museum closed at 5, so i'll have to go with some friends some other time before the exhibit closes. i have pictures. will have more. might post some.

didn't do anything otherwise. avoided humans mostly. got lots of phone calls. let voicemail take most of them. (not entirely true, i answered phone for several people: girlfriend, parents, grandparents, sister, an old friend i hadn't heard from for a while, my favorite cousin, also two exes i wouldn't normally talk to but i knew would be nice to me, etc)

it was actually sort of a waste, really, a wash. i already never do much of anything on a sunday. (thanks Jesus!) since it seemed unfair to lose the advantage of a sunday on account of my birthday i decided not to do anything much on monday either. (because of my great-great-grandmother's family [Katz] i get every sixth saturday off as well, or something like that, thanks Jews other than Jesus!)

[damned scientologists took Hollywood from the gay Jews and cancelled my saturday morning cartoons, the sabbath just isn't as fun as it was in the eighties]

[i hope someone finds some of that offensive]

a few years ago, i was shushed by my mother, who was trying to pay attention to an NBC news clip over my parapolitical commentaries. it was about an former Doctor [name Redacted] and (former) Major USAF [dishonorably discharged] whom my mother remembered. i had heard of him before. he was arrogant, but apparently friendly to patients and extremely knowledgable in the application of his studies. he was my mother's OB and both of my parents credit this man with having saved her life and mine. my mother had had diabetes since her early childhood, and although research on the disease was beginning to yield practical applications by the early eighties, the average caretakers at the hospitals didn't seem to know the first obvious thing about it. (they knew less than what i'd picked up within the next five years) he was able to keep us both alive, when everyone else had written off our lives as statistically unsalvagable. he delivered me. he was on NBC news, two decades later, because two months after my birth he pleaded guilty to multiple sexual abuse charges and was sentenced by Court Martial to 21 years at Levenworth. Seems his son, soon to graduate from the Air Force academy was petitioning for his early release (by months) in order to attend the graduation.

i never saw the follow up to the NBC story. i do not know if they let him out early or not. i do not know if he got what he deserved. i sometimes wonder what would have happened if they'd stopped him earlier.


...

two nights ago i came home. i had drinks. not many. too cold to stay even alcohol buzzed for long. coldest day of year so far. no one believed me back in July when i told them we'd have a real winter this year after several Lamb rotations.

i was thirsty.

i remembered i had a bottle of water in the floor of my vehicle. it was too cold outside. teens, maybe singles Farenheit. northwest wind across canada and the lakes turns everything to stillness. even the smoke from the cigarette cannot float away.

to my suprise, the bottle is flexible. it should be solid, like a stone.

i am thirsty, and i open the bottle, the water sloshes a bit as i turn it upside down and pour it into my throat.
it burns.

it burns a lot. i choke slightly.

as i pull the bottle away from my lips, it turns rigid.
in my hands the liquid slips to crystal.

it was so cold, the water did not have enough energy even to freeze.







...

more about cooking frogs later.

[Joe Hillshoist]

How long since the car had been going last?

(Nice lamp btw)

[nathan28]

OP ED, that invisibility sigil a couple pages back, either it kind of sucks or i should have known better, but you yourself said you got pulled over twice

[OP ED]

OP ED, that invisibility sigil a couple pages back, either it kind of sucks or i should have known better, but you yourself said you got pulled over twice

did i?
(i do not think i did)

i only remember even seeing one cop, and he didn't seem to notice me.

of course, i only ever intended for it to be used the one time. and i don't swear by them. their functioning is coincidental, it is said, and it is best if you don't ever notice them working.

certainly i would not suggest anyone attaching themselves to my karma and expecting it to function for them the way it does for me.

...

Joe:

car was off less than two days, but probably a bit more than 36 hours.
(more than enough time, normally) not even a little bit warm inside. had a foot of snow on top which i had to brush off before opening the door.

(i got a ride to the bar, and back, if that is the source of the confusion)

i am working on building a lampshade. the one that came with it was very bland and doesn't suit me at all, whereas the lamp itself is gorgeous.

[nathan28]

OP ED, that invisibility sigil a couple pages back, either it kind of sucks or i should have known better, but you yourself said you got pulled over twice

did i?
(i do not think i did)

i only remember even seeing one cop, and he didn't seem to notice me.

of course, i only ever intended for it to be used the one time. and i don't swear by them. their functioning is coincidental, it is said, and it is best if you don't ever notice them working.

certainly i would not suggest anyone attaching themselves to my karma and expecting it to function for them the way it does for me.

i know, but sometimes you forget that unprotected, strange sigils = astral gonorreah, even after you've learned that lesson a dozen times. anyway a lesson for all the kids out there, all four of them who understand this very important topic.

[OP ED]

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Honkyoku
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ky%C5%ABd%C5%8D
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Yiquan
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Zhan_zhuang
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tao_Yin


any of the above have proven to be satisfactory methods of removing the taint of my typical karma from your immediate vicinity.

A:. A:. Thelemites may wish to use the equivalent syncretic breathing exercises available to them instead.

members of equivalent hermeticist orders may have similar methods that will work as well, but i cannot speak to their efficiency, having not been formally inducted into their practices to any great extent.
(traditional banishing methods can probably eventually be useful. post-monotheists of the abramic sort may wish to instead consult their priest or to ask forgiveness of their own monotulpa as they will)

i am normally a police magnet. (if i stand still long enough, all of the local weirdness will also eventually find its way to me)

my idea of invisibility is to increase the suggestion of my presence until such time as it becomes assumed normal for me to be wherever i am and i am tuned out of perception. see Grant Morrison's Filth for an modern artistic representation of this process. insinuation as camouflage.

(i pretend that the police work for me, and they play along, avoiding me and clearing my path)

[zhivkov]

This is great stuff-will have to come back as it is kinda late-sorry your birthday wasn't better OE-loved the thing about Hollywood and gay Jews hehe-except for that one time I am a police unmagnet-I could be doing 80mph in a school zone and not a one would notice-if there is a way to send this power to you I will-it is a good thing i am not a shop lifter -my cloak of invisiblilty seems to extend to sales clerks and store managers-except for the weird ones-maybe because i am weird Hope all of you are doing great!-Z OMG astral gonnorhea good one nathan!

[Joe Hillshoist]

Cheers OP ED you just gave me the names of a whole bunch of things I should be doing more often.

I never knew the names of those techniques, and I don't practice them enough, but gee some of em are good.

Wang Xiangzhai sounds like he knows what he is talking about.

What is, after all, the basic principle of combat science? Different people have different answers to this question, but studying boxing routines, forms of movements, fixed techniques, and training hits and beats, all fall into the category of superficial, and although the boxing routines and forms of movements have been popular already for a long time, they are, indeed, extremely harmful to the people.

...

One should know that the original ‘Xingyi’ completely lacked the training method of the twelve forms, but the whole body was meant to express the essence of all these twelve forms. It did not have the theory of the mutual promotion and restraint of the five elements, there were just the five elements representing five kinds of forces. It did not have any fixed techniques, boxing routines or forms of movements either. I remember well the words of my late teacher about the five elements: Metal means the strength contained in the bones and the muscles, the mind being firm like iron or stone, being able to cut gold and steel. Wood has the meaning of the bending but rooted posture of a tree.

Water means force like the waves of the vast sea, lively like a dragon or a snake, when used, it is able to pervade everything. Fire means strength being like gunpowder, fists being like bullets shot out, having the strength to burn the opponent’s body by the first touch. Earth means exerting strength heavy, deep, solid, and perfectly round, the qi being strong, having the force of oneness with heaven and earth. This is the syncretism of the five elements. It has nothing to do with one technique overcoming another technique as the modern people claim. If one first sees with the eyes, then thinks of it again in the mind, and then launches the counter-attack towards the enemy, it is very seldom that one will not get beaten up.

http://taijijourney.blogspot.com/2005/07/interview-with-mr-wang-xiangzhai.html

[Perelandra]