1) When I was maybe 6 years old, I was visiting my grandmother with my brother. We were playing, and one moment, my brother and I were standing next to a mirror, and I was making funny faces. All of a sudden I got a very strong deja vu-feeling - I can still remember us standing next to the mirror like it was yesterday. Later we have talked about this with my brother, 3 at the time - and he also remembers this and more- he had dreamt about that very moment the night before, and thats why I also got the dejavu (understanding that something weird just happened, maybe myself also having seen that dream). We both agree that we had seen that beforehand in a dream. This is my earliest non-conforming experience.
2) On the very first day of school, I remember thinking to myself: "This is insane! They demand that I spend the next 11 years here?" Theyre teaching me things I already know!! (I could read and do maths before school, read piles of books at 6) "Ill promise myself I will never study another day when Im 16" - Today, Im in the university, but still feel the same way I did back then...
3) My uncle, who died when he was 7 years old, looks just like me in all the pictures there are of him - and even as a child, I felt he was me.
4) After my grandmother died, she called me three times on the phone at night (in a dream - a lucid dream) - and talked with me about everything - how I was doing, and so on. I felt she was saying goodbye to me. All three times happened within a couple weeks of her death.
5) When I was around 16-17, I had a mystical experience while walking in my hometown. I had been reading about string theory in the local library, and was walking home. At that time I had never done any psychedelics, tobacco or alcohol. While walking home, all of a sudden time stopped, I stopped existing, and my consciousness instantly spread out o encompass EVERYTHING. Everything. "I" did not exist, "I" was all. There was no form, just light and "everything". It probably lasted just a few seconds in real time - felt like eternity in between two steps.
This alone wasnt so much - but a little later (months) I was with a girl I had a crush on. She rode horses, and I was visiting the stables. We were standing outside, talking ... When out of the blue, the same experience befalls me again - and at the very exact moment I cease to exist, she looks up at me and says "Im sorry, but you dont exist". When she says that, a surge of energy coarses from the base of my spine, to the top of my head, and thru it.
After this - Ive had one other experience with this same girl, years later...I hadnt seen her in over 2 years, nor heard of her. I was at home, spacing out - when like a lightning strike, I think of her, and I think "I GOTTA call her NOW", grab my phone, look up her number, and wonder if shes still got the same number, and dial.
She answers, yelling into the phone - "Youll never believe it! DAMN what just happened!" Then she explains that shes been cleaning up in her place, and she just found a cassette Id recorded years earlier, with handmade covers by me, and started thinking about how Im doing...And at that exact moment, when she has just put the cassette on, I get the NEED to call her and do so
6) When I was very young, I often wondered what a humans soul looks like, and where it is. I imagined a small, maybe 2 cm, long fleshy-wormy looking thing, thats inside us, thats our conscience and soul - and if you dont take care of it and nourish it, you will lose your soul and conscience
7) I have always wanted to smoke cannabis, as far back as I can remember - at least since I was 12. I dont know why - its not so common here. When I smoked for the first time (16) - I had the biggest revelations of my life so far at that point - out of body, up into the exosphere, seeing the energies of humans shoot up like pillars of light, and form a sphere around Earth - like all other living species... No wonder I found Rupperts Morphologic field theory so palatable... One of the first smokes, I also had to stop eating meat after what the herb told me. Im convinced that Ive made a pact with the plant in some previous life - and in this too: I made a pact to grow hemp everywhere I can, as long as I live, in exchange for the wisdom she parts to me.
I was always picked on in school - I was fat, I didnt curse, I didnt listen to the music the other kids listened to.
As a result - Ive never been one to go with the crowd, actually Ive always been repulsed by people who just do something , because the others do it. I always tried to find a reason other kids picked on me - I never could come up with any, besided them wanting to please other kids - the ones who were in a "position of power" in the classroom.
9) Books, fantasy worlds, poetry, music and role playing games have been absolutely essential to my childhood. With role play, you could be anyone, anything, and act it out with your friends. When I read Lord of the rings for the first time, I cried when it ended, and spent the next few days still mentally immersed in the world of the story.
10) I know for a fact that the "sixth sense" is real, and works. I dont know how I know it, or how I use it, but I know, verifiably, that Ive received information about reality thru some channel that is in every human, but which we dont generally recognize or understand. Telepathy is real, remote viewing is real, visions are real.