Also, if the moderators think this topic belongs somewhere else, please feel free to place it wherever seems best. (No, no!—not THERE... That hurts. )
The topic of Scientology fascinates me for a number of reasons—the "nature of reality" even more so. Although I have had comparatively limited exposure to the former, I have been a lifelong questioner of the latter.
Regarding the former, let me state—up front—that I am not a Scientologist nor, do I imagine, that I ever would or could be. I'm not a religionist of any kind, actually; everywhere I have found "dogma," I've also found a traffic light stuck—interminably—on red, at that same intersection. (And for traffic in every direction! Neat trick, that.)
So what about Scientology "tech" do I find interesting then? And why?
My interest comes, mostly, from having known some ex-Scientologists—two of them quite well—who, over a long period of time, learned to despise the "church," but nonetheless retained much respect for the "tech"—even after having experienced some unforgettable sorts of harassment from the then "Guardian's Office." (If memory serves, CoS has since changed the name of the "home office" for its inquisitors. But I could be wrong about that.) One of these ex-Scientologists, a female, had gone "Clear" and the second one, a male, had become an "Operating Thetan."
While both of these people told me, separately, that they had experienced deep personal transformation from the "tech," both had also become deeply afraid of the "church." After listening to the stories of these and other ex-Scientologists, I had become afraid of both, quite frankly.
Afraid. But also curious.
So one Saturday afternoon when the "Operating Thetan"—now an ex-Scientologist—offered to "audit" me, I consented. Just so long as there were no tape recorder present.
That was really quite a trip. As I held onto two silver cylinders, connected to a device for measuring galvanic skin response called an E-Meter, he asked me a long series of questions—many of them surprisingly personal—and I answered them, every one. And I answered them honestly.
Nevertheless, through the course of the afternoon, he seemed quite surprised by the readings he was getting off of the E-Meter—but no more surprised than I became, when I began to have spontaneous "memories" of a life that I never lived.
At that point in my life, I had never given any credence—or any real thought at all, for that matter—to the legitimacy (or illegitimacy) of past life recall. And here I was having one!—while holding onto what I'd assumed to be roughly equivalent to two tin orange juice cans.
Pretty fucking nuts, huh?
And the thing was, he had not been asking me questions even remotely related to the vivid "memories" that spontaneously emerged during this afternoon auditing session.
My first and last, by the way.
But both of us were stunned by the outcome, which had been quite unexpected.
Ever since, I have retained a curiosity about the "tech," even though I have experienced an increasing degree of mistrust for the "church" over the years.
theeKultleeder wrote:Eldritch wrote:I can think of no more fascinating subject than that TKL.
It would be interesting to have a discussion about "the role of the mind in 'creating reality'" and—specifically—the question you've articulated so well, "How did I get myself into this mess?"
I'm also interested in what "excommunicated Scientologists in the freezone" have to say about these questions.
But maybe there have been many such discussions here, and I'm just a late-comer to the party.
Well, I don't want to turn Jeff's discussion board into "alt.clearing.technology" part two. I have given plenty of links for anyone who wants to follow up on the freezone. My only goal is to bring a realistic view of the role of scientology in contemporary history. As far as I can tell, I'm the first member of this board to bring up clearing practice without bashing it.
I'll tell ya, scientology, even as it's practiced in the freezone, is seriously flawed. There are key flaws in it that will ruin a spiritual seeker. However, to be closed minded to a community of spiritual seekers just because they are associated with a vilified "brand" is beyond the pale of "liberal tolerance." To be so closed-minded is underneath an honest philosopher ("lover of wisdom").
Perhaps, Eldritch, you can bring up a "reality" question or put forth a thesis in the lounge - you and I can hash it out there
I haven't put forth a thesis, but I have presented what, to me, are compelling reasons to—at least—not totally dismiss the "tech," or the deep questions about reality that may be suggested by the experiences some people have had with it.