Well, since that was wrong, wrong, wrong... (I posted at least seven times in this thread. I stopped counting after the first 8 pages.)
This:
I wrote:It's also the last.
may as well be wrong too.
As long as I'm here though...
I'm sorry I'm such a lazy slouch that has by any standard squandered my life to date. What a horrible thing to waste.
and I'm sorry I am unable to see a way out of our predicament because it makes me ill, very, very ill; in ways I can't even begin to adequately describe. I am sorry we are so fucked and I am sorry that knowledge saps whatever ambition and motivation I might otherwise have. Perhaps I haven't suffered enough yet.
I really hope there is no permanent record of every misdeed large and small I have ever committed. Thankfully, at least in this life, my memory is selective at best and I'm a pro at repressing stuff.
"Nothing in all the world is more dangerous than sincere ignorance and conscientious stupidity." - Martin Luther King Jr.