My experiences in academia, law school and the professional world do confirm this insight. There is an unspoken vetting process in any competitive environment that favors individuals who cultivate a unreflective, OCD personality. These people tend to be crazy in an (self)abusive, win-at-all-costs kinda of way. Ideas, emotions or thoughts are considered rational or acceptable insofar as they help you win. After many years of competing in these arenas and having to deal with these "winners," I have come to the conclusion that authentic introspection and ratiocination are antithetical to the professional world. If something can't be gamed or controlled it is by definition a liability.
what 23 wrote and this bit from exojuridik ought to tied together. I will try later; but what really drives inner dialogue?