Searcher08 » Fri Aug 09, 2013 6:17 am wrote:8bitagent » Fri Aug 09, 2013 7:42 am wrote:Yeah it's hard for me to even feel the muster to defend "CT" to people. When the "Hoaxer" angle to every tragedy came out, I was already feeling long detatched.
I still have my old radio streams of spitfire, 4aCloserLook, and *some* C2C. I got into "conspiracy" online culture more from the post 2000 WTO/IMF protest
crowd than the "Masons NWO End the Fed" crowd. The conspiracy crowd has just gotten so insular, nasty and truly batshit insane that it makes one's head spin.
I feel very similar - your comment about 4acloserlook - Michael Corbin what a loss that was; I wonder though if part of the nastyness you see is a more general cultural vibe in the air at the moment rather than purely paraculture related - for example innumerable Youtube comment sections about the most innocuous subject videos
Vid "Here's my cat Tiddles playing" will degenerate into skeptic atheist vs fundie Xtian bunfights
'Cats prove God doesnt exist'
'You are evil and will burn in Hell'
...
Rinse Wash Repeat
Like with the recent Lee Rigby case, people just saying "FAKE! HOAX!" and inserting a reason as justification for that like "There was an old woman shopping who walked past the 'killer' on the video. If I was there I would have run for the hills, so it's a HOAX".
This to me is just another side of the 'debunking' mentality, where any idea or concept is used as machine gun target practice in the name of 'Truth'(tm) and the behaviour is excused on the grounds that it is being 'rigorous' or doing critical thinking'. Looking at the comments section of prisonplanet for one side or look at huffington post for another..
Two sides of the same coin.
It was years since I last watched a 9/11 related video - by chance saw one called "9/11 finally solved, names named etc " On the one hand, I thought - "Wow, much more information discovered especially about the deep state aspects - YAY!" then I realised that even if Indira Singh herself came out of hiding with an annotated documented video guide to who did what when - what would happen? what *could* happen?
At the risk of sounding a bit philosophical - but WHY do we enage in this?
Why are people like you and me spending time doing this?
Is it a... hobby?
Is it to find a clearer picture of the world? For what purpose?
Is it to be just a researcher, an information collector and navigator? If so, WHY? So What?
What results has it produced in your life - in your self-expression? in your abundance? in your connections with people and the Earth? in your happiness? in all other areas of your life?
It's a pretty awkward, difficult series of questions to think about (at least I have found them that way for myself) The amount of outcomes-related thinking done in paraculture seems very very small... hmm..perhaps that is one of the reasons Donald Rumsfeld appears before Jon Stewart rather than the International Criminal Court.
Maybe you could do a Youtube documentary on R.I. Get Kickstarter funding Call it
"Why We Click"

I kind of came to the conclusion, in my mind, that a lot of the popular 9/11 truth claims were...well erroneous at best. I think only Core Of Corruption, Press For Truth and yes, Fox News 2011 "Secrets of 9/11" come closest
to matching research I've independently done.
As to why we follow conspiracies? Well, to be honest it may not be that different than a college geek in the 1950's and 60's reading UFO underground publications or people in the 70's reading Vallee and PK Dick.
Yes, it is part hobby...or more grey area. I've greatly distanced and pulled myself from "research" in the last few years. I mean, I can see why Jeff stopped his blogs. It's too disturbing.
What is the point anyways? I rather focus on self centered happiness like working on art, going out with friends and trying to better my health in mind. However RI is probably my only
"conspiracy" outlet, because truth be told since I was little I've always had this nagging quench for figuring things out and mystery.
However, it is also tied to my strong sense of political/social justice activism. I mean I don't know...why could I feel I could hold my head up high when I was loudly marching in gay rights, anti war, free palestine marches BUT NOT when I was at 9/11 Truth rallies? Is it because deep down I never really believed 9/11 inside job theories? To this day I am convinced in my heart that al Qaeda was being secretly controlled and guided/used in 9/11 and not literally behind the idea...however I also know I cant prove that to people. Yelling "Saudi Arabia had a hand in 9/11" would just confuse people. (And I think Saudi is only one factor) But I can be self assured in and proud in yelling "US Out of Afghanistan and Iraq", "Stop Drones", "Manning IS A Hero". Its not that I dont believe in conspiracies...Ive "Wasted" a large part of over a decade arguing such things. Its just I know the margins to which to voice in a public setting.
YES...online culture BECAUSE or partly because of the 2008 election cycle now has gotten VERY nasty. This left(atheist) vs right(christian, anti democrat, pro war) mindset. And its erupted into pure hate.
Look at any comments to news articles and its the worst of humanity. Sadly theres very few "smart" truthers/parathinkers online, and I gladly count RI as one of the few.
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