Nice one Alice.
We're all thinking of you.
Read this:
https://juliansharma.wordpress.com/2011 ... so-anyway/I wrote it about my dad, when he walked away from a fight, a small one by the scale of whats happening in Egypt.
I'm foolhardy but I'm not a coward, and my first response would be to say to you: "fire up! - get out there and be the Alice thats so formidable on this website. Cos I'll be frank right now the revoloution needs you (and your hubby and your kids)."
But they are your family - they need you too. You are responsible for them. Its a hard line to judge. Listen to your heart, if this is something you'll regret forever because you didn't do it then perhaps you should go all out and give it everything you have got.
Its easy for me to say with an ocean and 2 deserts between us and the trouble. Its your family.
MY dad walked away from a fight to save his family. It broke him but it may have saved my life. Thats what that link is about. You are in the midst of world shaking and historic events right now, and you have the power to help change history - but the cost to your family may be to high. And to you if you get caught.
Honestly sometimes I wish he hadn't walked away, despite the cost it might have been to me, tho I'll always appreciate what he did and how hard it was.
If he was in Egypt, I'd wish he had stayed and fought.
I mean that.
We've had some good fights over the years (mostly about semantics not about the basics of the issue) but I've grown to respect where you are coming from and you opened my eyes to Egypt in a way I'd never have seen.
Whats happening there may the most important thing ever for you and your family and your people.
No easy answers, but I think you know in your heart.