Katharina Wilson UFO abduction book (free download)

[professorpan]

ON EDIT: I've started reading through this, and I definitely recommend it to those looking for accounts of MILABs and mind control/human involvement or coordination of abductions.

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FYI -- I haven't read it, so I can't endorse it, but it's a free download that might be of interest to some:

http://www.alienjigsaw.com/index.html

Katharina Wilson’s new book, I Forgot What I Wasn’t Supposed To Remember is the first time a first edition book about the alien abduction phenomenon has been published on-line and offered free to the public. It covers twelve years of consciously recalled abduction encounters that Katharina has experienced since she published her journals in The Alien Jigsaw in 1993.

The pieces of the puzzle have continued to fall into place to reveal why these Beings are interacting with specific people on our planet: defacto emissaries between human Beings and alien Beings.

Since The Alien Jigsaw was published, Katharina has continued to experience a high level of interaction with several types of alien intelligences. Utilizing her well-documented journals and illustrations, she again shares her life experiences as they relate to these incredible Beings.

I Forgot What I Wasn’t Supposed To Remember is an expanded view of the alien abduction phenomenon and contains details that are certain to be “firsts” regarding the reporting of this phenomenon to the public. This book involves experiences with several different types of alien Beings including different types of Greys, Hybrids, Blondes, Short ‘Pudgy’ Beings, Tan ‘Wrinkled’ Beings, Interdimensional Beings, Super Conscious Beings and incorporeal influences.

The curtain of secrecy obscuring the truth about this phenomenon has been pulled back to reveal conceivable answers to important questions such as:

· Has there been an Ultra Secret Team consisting of specialized military, intelligence and scientific personnel involved in the Hybrid Breeding Program all along?

· Is it because of this Ultra Secret Team that reports of MILABS or military abductions surfaced as early as the 1980s in relation to alien abduction encounters?

· Has the Hybrid Breeding Program reached its culmination and are they already coexisting with us on our planet?

· Does a worldwide transition loom on humanity’s horizon?

This book will take you to the last place Katharina wanted or thought this phenomenon would lead her. I Forgot What I Wasn’t Supposed To Remember is a deeply personal, true account of abduction as told firsthand by a “well-seasoned” alien abductee.

[Cosmic Cowbell]

Thank you Professor. I am well familiar with Ms. Wilson and her experiences. She has done much work on the subject and has collected stories of others that can be found here:

http://www.alienjigsaw.com/yk2/merg_toc.html

This is one that for me, simply rings true....

The Way It Has To Be

by Randolph Greenamyer, ©1995

My name is Randolph Greenamyer and I'm a registered geologist. I have a Masters degree and I've completed additional work in the field of geophysics. Two important projects I've worked on include the Alaskan pipeline project and the Applegate dam project.

In 1968, a friend named "Bob" and myself were returning from a day at the beach. It was just after sunset and we were driving on a lonely stretch of road. As we entered a small valley I was shocked to discover that I could not see the road out of the front windshield of my car. The windshield was solid black. All I could see were the lights of the instruments on my dashboard.

I tried to continue driving by looking out the left window and following the white line in the center of the road. I was able to continue driving a somewhat wobbling course. When I told Bob what was happening he thought I had gone insane. Apparently, Bob could still see out the front windshield with no problem. The next thing I knew, a bright light passed by the left side of my car.

I decided to let Bob continue driving the rest of the way since he could see out the front windshield. I stopped the car. When I got out of the car I could see clearly in every direction. However, when I checked back inside my car, the windshield was still black.

After that, I remember that Bob and I stood in front of my car talking for a period of time. During our conversation, a personality change suddenly occurred within me. I told Bob that a UFO would be picking us up soon and I used my finger to trace the path the UFO would follow. Bob told me I was nuts and refused to believe me. I felt certain I knew exactly what was going to occur.

Shortly thereafter, an orange-red UFO appeared in the sky. To our amazement, it followed the exact path I had predicted with the exception of the very last portion when the craft landed. As I watched this occur, I felt a mixture of fear and pride because I was right all along. Bob was dumbfounded by the turn of events.

My personality change made me become vicious, cold, and aggressive. I was now a willing tool of the small Greys in the UFO. The small aliens grabbed Bob and he began to yell and to fight desperately to escape them. While this was occurring to Bob, I felt as if this was the way it had to be. I was an accomplice in the abduction of my friend Bob. The Greys took Bob into the UFO and I went in behind him. This is where my memory of the abduction ends.

Later on, Bob and I were standing in front of my car again and I suddenly felt as if it was time to leave. I walked over to the driver's side of the car and stuck my head inside to look out the front windshield. To my surprise, I could see again. The window was clear. Bob and I got into my car and we drove home without any other problems.

When we arrived home I had forgotten what had just happened and I was in a pleasant mood. However, Bob was in a highly agitated and hostile mood. As he climbed onto his motorcycle he said, "I am never going to the beach with you again - You're too weird."

I did not understand why he was so hostile and why he would say something like that to me. His attitude truly puzzled me. As he was leaving Bob again said, "You're too weird," and he drove away.

[Editor's Notes: Reading Randolph's account (which he originally sent to me in 1995) brought back memories of a similar experience I documented in "The Alien Jigsaw." After a journal entry dated August 23, 1990, I wrote, "I immediately realized what I had just participated in. I had just helped The Female [a hybrid Being] abduct a Hispanic man and I felt extremely guilty. I also thought they would leave me alone after I helped them, but they didn't... Even though these events disturbed me greatly, I knew they had to be done. There were to be no questions asked. It was simply the way it had to be."

It is not unusual for similar abduction related events such as these to be reported by two people who know nothing about one another. I had not heard of Randolph or his story even though it occurred in 1968, and yet, my experience in 1990 - twenty-two years later - has similar characteristics. ~ Katharina Wilson]

~C

[noen]

I suspect that there was a good reason Bob felt his friend was too weird. He probably was. As if geologists are never mentally ill. That and a long hypnotic drive would just about do it. Take anyone susceptible to hypnotism and put them on a long lonely road in the middle of nowhere, at night, and I would be surprised if they didn't slip into an altered state.

The fact that Bob could see out the windshield just fine while his friend could not is a big hint that the real problem was with Randolph. I am sure that the rest of his account is faithful to his hallucination, but that doesn't make it real. Alien abduction experiences can be successfully reproduced in a lab. They are not real even though they are real hallucinations and they feel very real to those who experience them. They have their foundation in human biology, not spaceships from the stars.

[Cosmic Cowbell]

I suspect that there was a good reason Bob felt his friend was too weird. He probably was. As if geologists are never mentally ill. That and a long hypnotic drive would just about do it. Take anyone susceptible to hypnotism and put them on a long lonely road in the middle of nowhere, at night, and I would be surprised if they didn't slip into an altered state.

The fact that Bob could see out the windshield just fine while his friend could not is a big hint that the real problem was with Randolph. I am sure that the rest of his account is faithful to his hallucination, but that doesn't make it real. Alien abduction experiences can be successfully reproduced in a lab. They are not real even though they are real hallucinations and they feel very real to those who experience them. They have their foundation in human biology, not spaceships from the stars.

Ah, well that settles it then...

BTW,

Alien Abduction Experiences: Some clues from neuropsychology and neuropsychiatry - Katharine J. Holden and Christopher C. French
University of London, UK as reprinted from the journal 'COGNITIVE NEUROPSYCHIATRY, 2002, 7 (3), 163–178 and found on the Cornell University website.

PSYCHOPATHOLOGY

"It is often assumed that people who claim to have been abducted by aliens are mentally disturbed. This is the view sometimes taken by the mass media, who in the past have attributed sightings of UFOs to ‘‘psychopathological disturbances in the witness’’ (Schwarz, 1979, p. 113). Psychopathological disorders that may account for abductee experiences are characterised by delusions and include various forms of psychosis, personality disorders, and dissociative disorders. Although data are limited, those which are available suggest that serious psychopathology is no more common amongst those claiming alien contact than among the general population. For example, Spanos et al. (1993) compared people who had reported intense UFO-related experiences (e.g., missing time or seeing and communicating with aliens) with those who had reported nonintense experiences (e.g., seeing unidentified lights in the sky) and with control groups not reporting any UFO experiences. The groups were not found to differ on objective measures of psychopathology.

In addition, Parnell and Sprinkle (1990) administered the Minnesota Multiphasic Personality Inventory (MMPI) to 225 individuals reporting UFO experiences and concluded that there was ‘‘no overt psychopathology’’ (p. 45) in the group as a whole. The conclusion that abductees do not show higher levels of psychopathology was also reached by Bloecher, Clamar, & Hopkins (1985) with respect to nine abductees, Rodeghier et al. (1991) for 27 abductees, and Mack (1994) for his 76 abduction cases. Finally, Bartholomew et al. (1991) analysed the biographies of 152 subjects who reported temporary abductions or repeated UFO contact and found them to be ‘‘remarkably devoid of a history of mental illness’’ (p. 215).

The data do, however, suggest that abductees are not psychologically representative of the population as a whole. In the study by Parnell and Sprinkle (1990), those who claimed to have communicated with aliens ‘‘had a significantly greater tendency to endorse unusual feelings, thoughts, and attitudes; to be suspicious or distrustful; and to be creative, imaginative, or possibly have schizoid tendencies’’ (p. 45). Rodeghier et al. (1991) reported relatively higher levels of loneliness, unhappiness, and poorer sleep patterns. Mack (1994) reported high levels of childhood trauma, as did Ring and Rosing (1990). The latter investigators also reported that, as children, abductees were more sensitive to ‘‘non-ordinary realities’’. In addition, Stone-Carmen (1994) found that a staggering 57% of her sample of abductees reported suicide attempts. Finally, dissociative tendencies (i.e., the tendency for some mental processes to temporarily ‘‘split off’’ from the normal stream of consciousness) have been shown to be higher in abductees than nonabductees by Powers (1994). As already noted, the tendency to dissociate is associated with susceptibility to false memories.

The overall conclusion for the psychopathology hypothesis, however, must be that the idea that people who claim that they have been abducted by aliens are in some way mentally unstable is currently not strongly supported by empirical evidence."

http://instruct1.cit.cornell.edu/course ... French.pdf

Thanks anyway though...

~C

[noen]

I shouldn't have suggested that Randolph was mentally ill, hypnotically suggestible would be more like it. Some people go under more easily than others but they aren't that much different than anyone else. But you add that to the fact that the experience of alien abductions or other similar illusions, can be reproduced and explained. Sometimes people get really odd feelings, like that when they move their arm, they think they aren't, even though they are, that are neurological in origin. That Havard prof that was popular a while ago, I forget his name, but his research has been pretty well debunked.

[Cosmic Cowbell]

I shouldn't have suggested that Randolph was mentally ill

On this, we agree.