by Harvey » Fri Jul 21, 2023 10:17 am
I feel more dead now than when I remember feeling certain that I was dead (perhaps that I had never been alive) back in 2012 when nothing I experienced seemed possible and no change to the sensation of the impossible strangeness of everyday experience seemed possible.
My sense of the experience of Hauntology others describe is that almost everything culture has ever promised and fooled me into thinking was desirable or inevitable, was merely bullshit. Is Hauntology a longing to exit from or a fulfilment of, the advertisement?
Haunted as necessary precursor to being alive...?
And while we spoke of many things, fools and kings
This he said to me
"The greatest thing
You'll ever learn
Is just to love
And be loved
In return"
Eden Ahbez