Something About The Present That May Be On Your Mind...

It occurred to me, noticing every youth on the bus today plugged into their white Apple earbuds, as well as seeing a friend have difficulty writing a simple note on paper...
It's 2012, the world didn't end...nothing really earth shattering happened this year(yet)...but perhaps the biggest change came gradually and we didn't even realize it. When you are about to fall asleep, the brain seems to work where you never quite know the moment you fall asleep or dream, only that you wake up. That sneaking up situation seems to have happened, and I genuinely feel like virtually every facet of
western society has been greatly changed and augmented. I'm talking of course about all this endless texting, smart phone usage, apps, facebook addiction, twitter, new forms of gaming, certain chemicals in foods, media, commercials and possibly even electronic signals. I notice even a change in people's(especially young people) language...beyond things being reduced to "LOL" in written vernacular. Do a lot of people even still read? So many people(even older and educated) can barely write their name anymore, let alone a whole letter. In my teens I used to be quite prolific with writing letters. I just feel like there's this tectonic shift happening and nobody is really noticing. I used to, and maybe still do roll my eyes at the notion of some 'crazy homeless guy' or conspiracy forum person prattling on about electronic frequency warfare and Ted Kazynski like manifestos. But with me, I know I feel mentally and emotionally compartmentalized or stunted because of all this(both in my work and then privately)
The internet has been beneficial, he we all met because of it. But it feels like, (and I want to say unintentionally) the efforts of liberal Silicon valley dreamers has in some way cursed us all
into this strange netherworld or fog. The machines in the Matrix really did take over and noone noticed, and the sudden ash soaked skies of a once clear Tuesday Manhattan morning still reverberate in ways we never could have predicted. As much as I and am very grateful gay/queer/transgendered youth finally have a bigger advocacy; and that the internet has brought awareness and comfort/support to things that used to be more hushed up and under the radar...I sometimes feel frustrated in this coddled techno-cratic smarmy liberal world. You know what I mean...and I'm very anti right wing rhetoric. But something feels wholly inauthentic about this whole Apple-Obama-Corporate Madison Avenue Eco Friendly-conscientious carnavore-politically correct period we're in. I personally do not see it as much better than the 2003 pro Bush/anti anti Iraq war/God Bless 'Merica! vibe.
Anyways, hard to explain what I'm getting at...I just have truly been in a fog, despite working and being out/social/etc every day. My equilibrium seems off, my interest in things have greatly waned, frustration abounds despite a usual zen like mindset. Something is off, something I can't quite put my finger on and I'm wondering if anyone here can relate to this...this odd feeling right now?
It's 2012, the world didn't end...nothing really earth shattering happened this year(yet)...but perhaps the biggest change came gradually and we didn't even realize it. When you are about to fall asleep, the brain seems to work where you never quite know the moment you fall asleep or dream, only that you wake up. That sneaking up situation seems to have happened, and I genuinely feel like virtually every facet of
western society has been greatly changed and augmented. I'm talking of course about all this endless texting, smart phone usage, apps, facebook addiction, twitter, new forms of gaming, certain chemicals in foods, media, commercials and possibly even electronic signals. I notice even a change in people's(especially young people) language...beyond things being reduced to "LOL" in written vernacular. Do a lot of people even still read? So many people(even older and educated) can barely write their name anymore, let alone a whole letter. In my teens I used to be quite prolific with writing letters. I just feel like there's this tectonic shift happening and nobody is really noticing. I used to, and maybe still do roll my eyes at the notion of some 'crazy homeless guy' or conspiracy forum person prattling on about electronic frequency warfare and Ted Kazynski like manifestos. But with me, I know I feel mentally and emotionally compartmentalized or stunted because of all this(both in my work and then privately)
The internet has been beneficial, he we all met because of it. But it feels like, (and I want to say unintentionally) the efforts of liberal Silicon valley dreamers has in some way cursed us all
into this strange netherworld or fog. The machines in the Matrix really did take over and noone noticed, and the sudden ash soaked skies of a once clear Tuesday Manhattan morning still reverberate in ways we never could have predicted. As much as I and am very grateful gay/queer/transgendered youth finally have a bigger advocacy; and that the internet has brought awareness and comfort/support to things that used to be more hushed up and under the radar...I sometimes feel frustrated in this coddled techno-cratic smarmy liberal world. You know what I mean...and I'm very anti right wing rhetoric. But something feels wholly inauthentic about this whole Apple-Obama-Corporate Madison Avenue Eco Friendly-conscientious carnavore-politically correct period we're in. I personally do not see it as much better than the 2003 pro Bush/anti anti Iraq war/God Bless 'Merica! vibe.
Anyways, hard to explain what I'm getting at...I just have truly been in a fog, despite working and being out/social/etc every day. My equilibrium seems off, my interest in things have greatly waned, frustration abounds despite a usual zen like mindset. Something is off, something I can't quite put my finger on and I'm wondering if anyone here can relate to this...this odd feeling right now?