I need to die

[Blue]

now. Can't take family hate any fucking more. Best way, please help...

[Wombaticus Rex]

Counterpoint: you do not need to die. You need to breathe. Outside.

I am rooting for you.

[Blue]

I need to disappear help me leave this place

[dada]

Don't die, Blue, not yet. Are there other options? Try anything else first. I mean, if you're considering something that drastic, consider other drastic actions. Can you get away from them, put some distance between you and them? Cut them off, no contact.

[thrulookingglass]

Please don't sweetheart. Please. I, most unfortunately, feel as you do. Please, hang in there. Life seriously can't get much worse than this. Love finds a way. Change is on the horizon. Look to the morning star. Change must come. No one should be forced to live as we do.

[dada]

I've never died for real yet in this life, but the times I've died on the inside are many many. Countless dark nights. Thru really feels it, too. We're with you.

It really does feel like you're really dying, I know. You can do it, though, just by not doing anything, letting time pass, even though it hurts. When you die on the inside, you come back again, twice born. What WR said, get outside, breathe. Walk, just walk. I pace outside at night in the driveway, sometimes for hours.

[peartreed]

You’re at the turnaround point. If it can’t get worse it can only get better.

Choose to live with less hate.

Allow a gradual recovery.

Protect yourself by removing yourself from those radiating hate while you recover in a different, objective or distant environment without immediate antagonism. If you cannot separate from them, integrate your inner strength to prevail through the turmoil.

You are too valuable to be lost.

[RocketMan]

NO.

You do not. Take heart. We're all here, rooting for you. Most, if not all of us, have felt the same as you.

Take heart.

You are loved. You are important. Don't you goddam lose sight of that.

[82_28]

Blue, Blue, Blue!!!! What is going on? Can you give us the reason why you are feeling so down? Many of us here have been there before too! My very existence on this site is because, yes, I was suicidal right around when you see my joined date. I used posting here as a distraction then and also made many good friends in real life along the way. Please tell us what is up. Where do you live, if you don't mind me asking? Trust me, it's not a total fix, I get that, but you have insta friends here, you really do. I did and have.

[RocketMan]

YOU. DO. NOT. NEED. TO. DIE.

Reach out, pm, anyone, hell I'll talk to you, I'll give you my number. We will all face it at our appointed time. BUT YOURS ISN'T NOW.

[NeonLX]

Blue, feel free to PM me. I "needed" to die back in 2013. Almost made it happen but didn't quite pull it off. So...yeah. Don't try to die. PM me instead. Or talk here amongst family if that feels better.

[seemslikeadream]

Blue there are angels here that care about you...... pm me if you want .....anytime

[NeonLX]

Don't let family hate do you in. I wound up walking away from it. Easy? Maybe not. Necessary? You damn betcha.

[RocketMan]

NeonLX brings da WISDOM.

[NeonLX]

1-800-273-8255. Only takes 2 seconds to dial.