FourthBase » 07 Mar 2013 19:17 wrote:Interesting personal coincidence re: Swartz.
As anyone who read my "For Old Time's Sake" thread knows, I was homeless once. For about two months. Not too long ago, actually. 2010. Instead of resorting to a shelter (I tried one for a week, carefully picked it out of all the shitty options, managed my way to Western Mass. just to get to it, and it was still the most miserable place I've ever been --
edit: with even the psych ward coming in second as far as an environment, although situationally the psych ward was the worst ever
by far) I bounced my way around any friends and family who hadn't yet disowned me (it isn't easy being an asshole who had surrounded himself with other assholes and comes from a long line of assholes, lol) throughout August, and then spent nearly the entire month of September on the streets. But, not
really on the streets. Because, you know, I'm smart, or at least not retarded...not
that retarded anyway. What I did was haunt the campuses of just about every major college in Boston/Cambridge/Newton. Normal days of book window-shopping, hitting up the Hare Krishnas for free food and the opportunity to subtly fuck with the mind of a "guru" for fun, lots and lots and lots of walking (I lost about 30 pounds, and were it not for being a bum-in-exile, I was in the best shape of my life), had an iPod shuffle I'd charge in restaurants and libraries, got some pocket money via Western Union from a lionhearted high school buddy who lived hundreds of miles away so that helped immensely, regularly did the whole Starbucks whore's bath (but don't worry I was immaculate about leaving things as they were and not getting pubes and stubble anywhere), discovered every single publicly-accessible useable free internet portal I could find, and generally conducted myself like a normal post-grad out for an urban hike, every day. The biggest pain in the ass was sleep. I wish I hadn't needed to sleep. I found a few spots. Even though you'd think there'd be shitloads in a college town, there are actually very few places open for coffee or whatever all-night. Boston does kind of suck, in that regard. Might even only be
one such spot, if I remember correctly, other than a sketchy diner near South Station. And I found it, in Harvard Square, and I would drink some soda and whip out a book and catch some winks just like any exhausted Harvard student. Eventually, I had to resort to just burying my head in my backpack on the Red Line once the first train came, riding like that for a couple hours in the midst of the increasing rush-hour bustle. That sucked. Again, inconspicuous and, so, dignified. Still fucking sucked. I much preferred the few nights I made my bed so to speak in Newton in a BC student lounge couch, sitting, sleeping, open book in lap, just like any other student who drifts offs mid-cram, albeit a little older.
But my favorite spot was MIT. There was something reassuring and pride-preserving about wandering around MIT's campus, roaming corridors, reading bulletin boards, soaking in the atmosphere, feeling like I somehow fit right in, even though I was a fucking hobo, lol. My favorite time was attending a Korean student group's screening of the movie "Like a Virgin", which I highly recommend, as well as the rice goodies they served. I slept in one spot there, at MIT, several times. A mini-cafe section of their architecture department, adjacent to their SIGUS program, which I have to praise as a fountain of world-class ideas for sustainable living that one day may save the world, based on the presentations lining the walls. Check it out online. So, I would saunter in late at night, when the place was almost empty, sit at a cafe table, open my bookbag, rest my head on a notebook of my own geodesic dome drawings that I imagined an MIT architecture student would plausibly draw, as a sort of disguise, a sort of "cover", and sleep. The best rest I had that month. I later made the mistake of trying out a busy all-night officially-designated MIT student lounge elsewhere, from which I was unceremoniously kicked out.
At almost exactly the same time, late September of 2010, Aaron Swartz was also sneaking around MIT, also trespassing. Somewhere in the MIT security office archives, probably in close proximity time-wise to a report on Swartz, is a report of a Harvard punk who arrogantly slept like a slob in an MIT student lounge and had to be woken up by a security guard and removed. See, they thought I was a Harvard student because I had a bunch of Harvard pamphlets on me from wandering around
that campus also, and they figured I was just disrespecting MIT by hoisting my feet up on their student lounge couch, a little like Rick James in that Dave Chappelle sketch.
Anyway, nothing relevant to note. Never saw him, that I know of, or anything suspicious. Had no clue who Swartz was until he died. Just my story of how I happened to be an unwitting comrade of sorts of Swartz's, in so far as trespassing on the exact same campus at the exact same time. Felt like sharing, for whatever it's worth.