by Project Willow » Mon Sep 05, 2005 5:40 pm
Hi Sw,<br><br>Be careful, this info may be triggering....<br><br>I think finding validation is good, but only when you're ready. Here's what I found in a very short search:<br><br>from Chris De Nicola's testimony to ACHRE (congressional hearings) 1995:<br><br><!--EZCODE QUOTE START--><blockquote><strong><em>Quote:</em></strong><hr>"The first significant memory took place at Kansas City University in 1966. Don Ebner took me there by plane when my mom was out of town. I was in what looked like a laboratory and there seemed to be other children..."<hr></blockquote><!--EZCODE QUOTE END--><br><br>It gets detailed and posssibly very triggering at that point, so I'll stop. If you want to read her entire testimony it is here, scroll to page 77.<br><br><!--EZCODE LINK START--><a href="http://www.gwu.edu/~nsarchiv/radiation/dir/mstreet/commeet/meet12/trnsc12a.txt">www.gwu.edu/~nsarchiv/radiation/dir/mstreet/commeet/meet12/trnsc12a.txt</a><!--EZCODE LINK END--><br><br>Also I found this from Ross's "Bluebird":<br><br>Louis Jolyon West, Top Secret MKULTRA contract for $20,800. to study dissociative states at the University of Oklahoma in 1956.<br><br>This stuff went on all over the country.<br><br>What you wrote about your dream states, the feeling of it being more real, etc... sometimes this semi-conscious connnection might be the only way we can access certain parts at first. It's an end run around programming, the blockages set up to be active while the brain is fully awake are disabled during sleep. We may be able to track this pathway eventually, prove that dissociated material, real memory that is, can be accessed during certain sleep states. <br><br>As others have said, it's a good sign, it means the parts of you with these experiences feel safe enough to start coming forward. The more you know, the freer you will be.<br> <p></p><i></i>