But I’m pretty sure I will pray to God as I’m rushing through my city, guns blazing, with 100 armed system protectors pursuing me with the intention to stop and/or kill. I know there is a 80%+ chance I am going to die during the operation as I have no intention to surrender to them until I have completed all three primary objectives AND the bonus mission.
Wow, "bonus mission"...he really saw life as a kind of fps video game.
I can’t possibly imagine how my state of mind will be during the time of the operation, though. It will be during a steroid cycle and on top of that; during an ephedrine rush, which will increase my aggressiveness, physical performance and mental focus with at least 50-60% but possibly up to 100%. In addition, I will put my iPod on max volume as a tool to suppress fear if needed. I might just put Lux Aeterna by Clint Mansell on repeat as it is an incredibly powerful song.
Great, one of my favorite electronic score composers. I'm a big fan of electronic music and first person shooter video games, scary to think you can run into people like this on forums.
But it's so sickening and surreal to be reading the words(allegedly) of a mass murderer...seems like he detailed everything. A Mason, obsessed with Knights Templar...this guy wasn't so much fueled by growing anti immigrant right wing extremism in Europe. He was fueled by his own fantasy's. I am a year older than this guy, so he probably had similar cultural influences.
IF people like Anders or Loughner truly worked alone with no handlers, I wonder if they are aware of the puzzle they are fitting into. Loughner in a way touched off the crazyness that was the first half of 2011(japan, arab revolution, etc) in a shocking event that tied together themes of death, birth(9/11/01), NASA, space, "safeway", washington politics, etc. He was called a right wing nut, but he wasnt. He was his own special brand of wtf. This Anders guy, committing this major event on 7/22/2011, 9 years/10 months/11 days after 9/11... (wasnt 7/22 when that UK electrician was killed by british cops on the tube?) I'm sure Anders would appreciate the irony.
"Do you know who I am? I am the arm, and I sound like this..."-man from another place, twin peaks fire walk with me