by Seventhsonjr » Wed Aug 03, 2005 1:19 am
Cortez (and others) Thanks for this:<br><br><!--EZCODE ITALIC START--><em>Seventhsonjr that was really a wonderful post,<br><br>I feel a true lack of words to describe what I feel on these subjects. <br><br>Steiner's writings (of what I've read) have been very helpful in explaining these concepts. He is not alone in good explanation, but he has a long legacy as a testament of sorts.<br><br>What you wrote of the deep fears during the war I believe we are again at the point where we, the new underground need to push forward. I have found strength in knowing there is nothing we should fear in death, I should add I have not totally lost it yet. Strangely there seems to be a fear of writing of it, of communicating what I really feel in my heart is necessary. That we build now a sort of network of love, we speak of truth. We have exposed what the other side is now, we need attention on what is right. What will bring more and more courage.<br><br>I have felt the fear that is strangling tongues now, the doubt, the fear that they will stand out, or be laughed at, fear they will be killed in the future. It will only be that way if we say and do nothing.<br><br>I'm betting the light side has much more to offer, that these arhimanic forces have in some sense already lost (I call it an intuition), and all we must do it speak of it.</em><!--EZCODE ITALIC END--><br><br><br><br>One of the things that I hope to do one day before to long is announce at Rigorous Intuition the publication date for my book and hope that it will spread around the net. When I do that I will, by necessity, have to reveal my name, my background, who my father was, and why I am writing this book (and working on film projects about this story),<br><br>The reason I have stayed anonymous so far is the SERIOUS types of death threats and harassment I have recieved in the past for my journalistic endeavours and investigation and research and publishing online and as a journalist and academic.<br><br>I am from a family that is in the heart of the ivy league prep school wasp insanity. My father was from that elite (my mother, fench and irish and scottish, was not, however, she was a journalist, a poet, and a teacher). They are both gone now.<br><br>But my father opposed the old boy wasp and secret society network that backed Hitler from the halls of power in NYC (Wall Street), Washington DC, and Europe. But he paid a heavy price and it ruined him financially and careerwise.<br><br>I was for years afraid to speak out too loudly after I became a target and victim of COINTELPRO when I was a college student and Bush I was head of the CIA. That is when the death threats began and my first wife said that I had to STOP (and foir her I did). But that is over now and my wife now fears, but understands the necessity. I had other close relatives who were targetd by Hoover and COINTELPRO for their activist work and one, a lawyer, almost lost his life due to agents-provocateurs who targeted him for his civil and human rights work.<br><br>So the issue of whether to speak out, how and what to say is really important to me. I feel that:<br><br>Millions of people could be saved , maybe even billions in the long run, if we speak out courageously and out of love of humanity (and not just out of hatred of fascism and the fascists who are killing us).<br><br>Anyway - I am grateful for the positive feedback here and especially to you Chavez for bringing it forward.<br><br>My Dad, who was essentially a "Nazi-profiler" in his role as an intelligence operative for both the US AND the antiNazi movement clandestinely. grew up in the belly of the fascist beast (as did I to some extent). The DANGERS of speaking out I carry with me daily. The threats of heinous murders of my wife and children (and me) were REAL for my antiBFEE postings in the past. (Now they seem to pretty much leave me alone since I am banned at DU and other higher profile sites diue to badjacketing).<br><br>But I am still a target.<br><br>The POWER of faith in the righteousness of opposing evil in its current form of fascism - even at the risk of ones life -- is VERY STRONG. I do believe it is the only think that cabn defeat the hydra. But we must be willing to speak out even at the risk of death out of love for our children and humanity. I believe that our souls, the saouls of those who believe and preactive goodness, will indeed see a reward if we pay the ultimate price: there are many karmic mansions if indeed the soul is immortal (if it is at all righteous and not corrupt and evil).<br><br>Steiner, i think, helps one see the difference.<br><br>It helped my father see the difference (which is why I am writing and speaking publicly about it).<br><br>The Watchers who watch know who I am and they occasionally mess with me --- but I am too smal afry for them to fear.<br><br>But I must add this one point: my job as I see it now for my children and for all the children of humanity from now until the darkening of human existence is to help others realize and understand the nuts and bolyts and methodologies of evil (fascism) and to expose it and to show the alternative to the path of vile and greedy and brute materialism.<br><br>I must also add this too: if we do not recognize that humanity and the earth is at an apocalyptic tipping point due to the exploitation of the earth's atmosphere and water and land --- and the very souuld of the earth --- then we are blind.<br><br>Humanity is in absolute crisis. We are very much like Polish or Hungarian Jews in the 1940's. We are essentially doomed unless we dig in underground and oppose the machine and plan for our survival.<br><br>I do in fact find Jesus's words (aside from whether or not he is God or the sone of God or the one true messiah who rose from the dead) on this point very instructive (paraphrasing) : blessed is the man who knows when the robbers will come to break into his house, for he will be prepared and he can drive the thieves and killers away.<br><br>This phrase has many analogies (I am reading the Gospel of Thomas now and it is pretty deep to try to get these sayings): but one analogy is to the political climate in the days of Jesus and their parallels to today.<br><br>The age of kali Yuga (Kali is the Goddess of Destruction and Yuga means, simply "age" or "aeon" CERTAINLY has its very apt representations and parallels in the BFEE and the global wars and the Nuclear age (DU and radiation sickness and death on a global scale).<br><br>To dismiss the concept of a "final destruction" is to believe that man is simply not capable of destroting humanity and virtually rendering the globe uninhabitable (fopr the first time in known history - it is possible within a matter of minutes, or , at least, hours).<br><br>Now I do not know how fallible the old prophets or jesus or Muhaamed or the Buddha were (or Steiner, for that matter0 but I know that this LOOKS like an age which can well be described as an age of possible total annihilation.<br><br>And if this means there is a sort of spiritual battle of Armageddon, I think we are dead in the center of it.<br><br>Love is mightier than hate, though. The pen (or the keyboard or the videocamera and taperecorder, the worldwideweb) is mightier than the bomb.<br><br>Since ultimately, in my opinion, the scales of infinity and the universe must tip back to the divine bliss, I do not fear the evil.<br><br>i do fear for the suffering of innocents and I really really hate pain and the suffering of loved ones.<br><br>But i do have faith that there are people who inside our government and outside it, who KNOW that this Bush beast is totally corrupt, that they are part of a long intergnerational line of treasonous Hitler backers and fascists, and that the hope of humanity lies not in destroying people like us who believe in peace and hope and love === but in exposing and indicting and imprisoning those who have sold out our country to traitors, buffoons, criminals, common thieves, and uncommonly wicked imbeciles and malefactors.<br><br>We MUST Speak out.<br><br>As Lion Feuctwanger (and others) have said:<br><br><!--EZCODE ITALIC START--><em><!--EZCODE BOLD START--><strong> "If not us, who? If not now, when?</strong><!--EZCODE BOLD END--></em><!--EZCODE ITALIC END--><br><br>Be of good cheer. Fear Not. As they say around these parts: "God don't like ugly."<br><br>And the BFEE is ugly.<br><br><br><br> <p></p><i></i>