by Wombaticus Rex » Wed Feb 11, 2009 2:02 pm
On my old laptop, I had an application that timed my browsing and I left that about 2 months ago with 33,000 + hours. That is no fucking joke, although it does make me laugh to think about it.
If I was at least into World of Warcraft or Bangbus it might make more sense, but it's almost all just information. Lately I'm finding more luck with limiting my time and doing most of my ideation and brainstorming work on paper, away from the demon box. I can look anything up later.
I cut RI out of my media diet for awhile, because you are some negative motherfuckers, bluntly, but this is also hands-down one of the smartest single forums I've found, and I search forums a lot. I'm also inordinately fond of about a dozen of you, most of whom I disagree with, too.
Lose sleep, get pissed, have reckonings, be honest with yourself -- but keep your real priorities in mind.
You're not doing this because you're broken...at least, not entirely. The original urge is to figure things out. Keep that flame alive. Make lists of questions, and write yourself an overview of what you'd like to learn.
It's way easier to negotiate rabbit holes when you can evaluate them prior to entry. The worst problem those of us with time and Internets savvy face isn't censorship, disinformation, surveillance, or even eye fatigue -- it's the Merely Interesting.
The Merely Interesting is now a body of work larger than the largest amount of data you and I could read in one lifetime. It's computationally impossible to find the end now. Focus on what matters most to you, discuss it with others. No shame in that.