The Abductee

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The Abductee

Twenty years ago I heard about a very strange family who had been suffering abductions by strange beings for generations. This family has two sisters who claim they have been taken by the same creatures that had taken their father throughout his lifetime. It took me years to track down this family yet I was never able to get any member of the family to talk to me. The sisters who suffered the abductions were extremely private people and did not want to discuss their situation. The family members around them were either over protective or somewhat embarrassed by this problem and also refused to discuss it. I tried for years to talk with this family but I was always turned down.

Fate intervened and I was sent an email by a brother in this family saying his sister had been reading my articles and decided she might want to talk to me. We exchanged emails for a while until it was decided I would be allowed to visit with the family. The family lived very close to my own hometown making this visit possible.
I arrived as planned at the home of the brother who contacted me. I was invited to sit with the family in a large screened porch overlooking a beautiful yard on the north coast of Long Island. The man and his sisters seemed to be perfectly normal middle-aged people. I spent the first part of my time with them talking about the articles I have written. They were interested in the paranormal events that occurred on Long Island. We also discussed the reaction the public has to these subjects. It seems the main reason this family stays hidden and silent is because of the reaction so many have to things they do not understand. This family also fears the media. They feel the media is all about ratings and care nothing about the people who they interview. I had to agree with them on that point.

We talked for a while when all of a sudden one sister turned towards her sister and brother and said, “ She is OK, I am going to talk to her for awhile. I will call you if I need you.” The sister and brother both got up and went into the house leaving me alone with the remaining sister on the porch.

Looking straight at me without emotion the woman leaned towards me and said:

“You never mentioned in any of our emails or calls that you were also a abductee”. You have been taken during your life too. I now understand why you do this.”

I was a bit shocked. I was not sure how she knew that I had encounters of my own in my lifetime. I figured she had read enough of what I had written to pick up the references I made in the past concerning my own encounters. She then said something that really startled me. Again she leaned towards me and said” You cannot stop now. There are always going to be difficult people who are jealous or limited and are not able to understand what you’re telling them. I think your ideas of taking a break now are not timed right.”

I was stunned, as I had been thinking about ending my attempts of trying to share what I know about the paranormal. I was short on time, was not able to edit all that I have written in a timely manner and found the public numb to the message and lost when it came to the world of the unknown. I did not know how she could have known I was thinking about this as I drove to their house that afternoon. I am extremely busy in many areas of my life and have been considering giving this subject matter a rest for while. I did not speak of this to anyone and had only been thinking it recently. The fact she picked up on this was sort of a surprise. I realized then that this woman had abilities that I needed to pay attention to. Sitting alone with her I was able to focus on this woman. I was beginning to notice things I did not see when the others were with us. . Her eyes were very large and blue. I noticed whenever the sun would streak into the room and reach her face she would shield her eyes, blink and move away from the direct light. She had very dark circles under her eyes and very pale skin. When she moved away from the sunlight the third time I asked her if the sun bothered her eyes, “ The sun is blinding to me, I cannot see at all in strong sunlight.” I was sitting in the darkest part of the room and got up so we could trade seats. I could clearly see she was uncomfortable where she was sitting. The sun was low and shinning into the room, which seemed painful for her. When I offered the seat change she jumped up and in seconds we had swamped chairs. Her arms and legs were covered in areas by large bandages. The areas of her legs and arms that were uncovered and bare were covered with what looked like white scars of different lengths and shapes. She was chubby but ageless. I could not tell if she was 40 –50 or 60. She looked like a middle-aged woman but did not have many wrinkles or the appearance of an older woman. I honestly could not judge her age at all. She had light hair, which was very fine and mid length.

Before I could ask her any questions the woman took control of the conversation. She suggested I take notes as she was not going to be able to talk that long and did not want to repeat herself. I got out my notebook and listened. She told me the odd activity started about age 6. She recalled strange people but was never sure if she was dreaming the events or remembering them. She could recall having strange encounters at different times during her childhood with odd beings. She remembers events happening as she was playing in her yard and others as she was in her room playing with her toys. She would wake up in the middle of the night terrified but had no idea at age 6 exactly what was happening to her. When she complained to her parents they would comfort her and tell her she had fallen asleep and it was just a bad dream. This continued until she was 12. At that point she knew something was wrong. She knew she was not having dreams and could recall more and more of the details that took place during the times she was taken. She would always find herself back where she had been taken shaking, frightened and with the feeling she had been in a fog. By the time she was a teen this woman knew she was different from her friends. She was much smarter then the average kids her age and was developing psychic abilities that were very strong and very frightening to her. She could look at someone she did not know and understand immediately things about them. She would know their names, where they lived, what they were thinking and most of all if they were a good or bad person. She could tell her friends what was going to happen to them weeks before the events occurred. Her differences were separating her from friends and family and she was becoming more withdrawn by the day. The missing time and fogged over encounters continued and the changes in her increased. About age 25 she could no longer stand to be outside in the sun for very long as the rays of light were becoming blinding and painful to her eyes. She also was beginning to read two or three books a day with lightning speed. Her need to learn was becoming an over powering need she did not understand.

This also was the time she started to feel ill often and have unexplained times of bleeding and pain in her uterus that she could not understand. Sometimes she would not have any normal monthly cycles at all and other times wake up from her abduction encounters with terrible pain and extreme bleeding. She had become a hermit by this time only seeing her family and a handful of friends. The strangeness of her life kept her away from others as she suffered more and more oddities with each passing year. About age 30 she started to return from her visits with the beings that constantly took her with burns or strange burn like rashes across her arms and legs. They were painful and would last for months at a time. She was developing a hatred of most food claiming it all tasted awful and had a limited diet that existed of only a few bland items that she could manage to keep down or desire. About this time she decided to see a doctor about her rashes and belly pain as she was finding it harder and harder to deal with. Her doctor sent her to specialists who looked at her rash/ burns. They came up empty to what they thought it was and chalked it up to her making them appear by way of stress. They told her nicely that she was causing the skin to do this with her mind.After being examined for her problems with her natural cycles she was questioned to how many pregnancies she had. When she told them she never had been pregnant. The doctors snarled that they could not help her if she would not be honest with them. Feeling defeated she simply listened and said little in response. The doctors insisted she had carried more then one baby. She knew she never had a child.

This woman’s life had been a hell with only her family and a few friends understanding the horror of what was happening to her. The rest of the world was cruel and heartless to her circumstance. As she aged the visits decreased. Now entering her middle age years she was left alone and free from the visits that tortured her through out her entire life. She can only stand to be out in the day light for a few minutes at a time. She needs to wear very dark sunglasses and drive with tinted windows in her car. She spends most of her time indoors during the day. She has a quick mind and can recall almost all she has read during her lifetime. She has strong psychic powers that she will only use to help those she knows and cares for. Besides that she keeps what she knows to herself. She suffers from skin problems, which come and go without reason or explanation. She never married and never had children- that she knows of.

This woman is without question the most curious person I ever interviewed. She seems to be the result of some kind of interference. She is not like other humans yet she is. She seems to be tampered with making her more advanced in many ways and weaker in others. Mentally she is far advanced. Physically she struggles with living on earth in her human body. She is an impatient woman who talks quickly and expects those around her to keep up with her speed of thought. She seems void of humor and simply titled her head looking at me oddly when I attempted to include a joke or two into our quick paced serious conversation. She seemed far more entertained by my attempts to be funny or silly then the humor of what I was saying. Her eyes are large and blue. When she looks at you it is with a straight intense dead on stare that makes you alert and uncomfortable. It was a strange interview.

This woman is extremely unusual and always direct and to the point. She warned me that many would be after me; many would try to stop me. She also told me to watch for those who are evil and angry and to know that the beings are watching them too. I made a joke of aliens looking over my shoulder. She corrected me and in her serious manner informed me that they simply watch the Internet. I have to admit that I felt rather uncomfortable. Suddenly she stopped talking as quickly as she had started. I stopped writing and looked at her. She looked at me and said, “ I am tired now. You can ask me two questions and then we will be done.”

I asked her who did she thought had been taking her and what did she think they wanted from her?

Without hesitation she replied: “ This may surprise you but I think humans from the past may be who are taking me.” I simply looked at her stupidly as she continued,” I use to think aliens from another planet were the ones taking me but I changed my mind along the way." I think that somehow someway humans populated this planet or another and suffered a huge catastrophe that wiped most of them out. I think they may be living inside the earth or maybe on the moon or in the moon. I think they are millions of years older then the humans walking and living on this earth now and far advanced. I also think that physically they have weakened or changed to the point they cannot live on the earth as it is now. I think they may be the ones who come and take people like me. I think they are trying to mate with us to return their bodies to those that can live a life on earth. Or they are trying to breed with the humans of today for some reason. I think that what they do changes people like me into something other then how we started out. My body changes and mind skills are a result of these things. Do not get me wrong – they could easily be aliens from other worlds. I just feel that they seem human to me when I can recall small parts of my encounters with them.”

Abruptly she stood up and called out her brother’s name. Her brother immediately returned to the porch where we were sitting and stood next to me. “ I am done talking with Chris – would you be so kind to escort her to her car”. She stood and walked towards the inside of the house. Her brother took my arm as I quickly gathered my notebook and purse. I was just about out the door when I heard her yell out to me from inside the house. “ Do a good job Holly- explain to them that they have no idea of the truth.” At this she laughed for the first and only time. Within seconds I found myself standing next to my car. Her brother bid me farewell- thanked me and walked away. I got into my car and drove home. Driving home I felt flushed and a bit odd. I needed to stop and buy a hot cup of coffee as I felt weak and sleepy. When I arrived home I had to lie down and take a nap. Later that night I told my family about the encounter and had to admit that this lady was the strangest person I had even met. I knew I had seen the long-term effect of being abducted in this woman’s eyes. I also knew she held the answers to many questions that she felt best kept from mankind at this time. I wanted to know more but had to wait until she was ready to share those things with the rest of us.

I do believe something has been going on with this woman and other beings. I can honestly say that I have no idea who or what they may be. All I do know is that their interference with this woman has created a person who without question is not like the rest of us. One day I may try to visit with this woman again. For now I will try to continue to write that which we do not understand in hopes someday we all will know the truth about so many of these unknown encounters.

Do be careful out there and always be aware of your surroundings!

♥ Copyright © 2008- 2010 Chris Holly all Rights Reserved
Chris Holly’s Paranormal World- http://endlessjrny.blogspot.com/
Email chrishollyufo@yahoo.com

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Alien Agendas: What Do the ALIENS Say--?

May. 21st, 2010 at 11:39 PM

There's been plenty of speculation about what the aliens (assuming, of course, that there ARE any!) are doing here. What is their purpose? Their agenda? In fact, it's pretty much QUESTION NUMBER ONE.

Are they just gathering data?
Are they experimenting with us?
Are they going to save us?
Are they intending to invade/destroy us?

Or could it be for some reason we can't even conceive?

Several people have contacted me and were skeptical-- not that aliens could be here-- but rather that they'd want to have anything to do with humans! Like we're so hopeless and messed up that it makes no sense for them to bother or care. (And I thought I was a cynic!)

Well, here's an angle-- why don't we check out what the aliens themselves actually say? Because it's not as if they keep mum on the subject. True, even the best reports are sparse, aliens aren't exactly chatty. Still, they DO communicate regularly.

It's important to keep in mind that there's the danger of the reporting being inaccurately biased towards the belief system of those experiencers who prefer to make the aliens into the perfect authority figure for others to heed. There is also the possibility that the aliens are lying for nefarious reasons of their own. Still, reports of this nature may be worth consideration in the pile of things to consider.

I have very limited recall of things said to me, but what I do remember are most often things that were repeated to me many times over the course of my life, in many variations of the same theme. Interestingly, what I've been told is the same as what my husband's been told, and other abductees we've met as well. Most researchers resist being explicit about these repeated messages for reasons of their own-- however, I think that's a mistake. Because maybe we really need to hear some of them.

Besides short comments given to gain cooperation, i.e. "Come with us." "Don't be afraid." "Go to sleep." -- the most interesting stuff comes out during classes or presentations, sometimes in an arena-type setting, or a room, or maybe just by yourself watching something on a screen or in contact with an alien face-to-face. This has been the scenario with both Greys and Nordics for me and the others I'll be reporting on in this post. The nature of the messages or information pretty much seem to revolve around the same few things, over and over.

The following is severely paraphrased, but as accurate and complete as I can get it:

1. "A massive change is going to occur which will involve planetary climatic and geological/tectonic upheaval. It's going to happen in your lifetime and you will witness this. Pay attention to the weather. Notice how often the volcanoes erupt and earthquakes occur."

This is the most often repeated message that just about everyone hears. They began telling it, near as I can tell, around the 50s to young abductees who were children or teenagers. I've been hearing it personally since the mid-70s at least during my childhood. (Which, given the human life span, puts a definite time limit on it.) They don't just tell us that change is coming to the Earth's natural systems, but advise us to watch and pay attention as the beginning stages come to pass.

This one has already been verified in so many ways it's not funny. Long before I had heard of "global warming" or "climate change" the aliens were saying it was going to happen. They added in things about the Earth's crust, though-- and yes, activity in that area too is accelerating, but it's not something that's widely discussed yet. (Because they don't have a reason for it..? Because it's not too large a variation from the mean yet?)

Many have been told more than this about The Change. The Turning. The Shift. I've been told something about dimensional shifting (something having to do with a cosmic natural cycle that hits us rarely but regularly)-- where realities get all malleable for a while--? By far, this is the most exciting and least believable of all the things they've ever told me. I honestly don't know what to think. A part of me kind of believes it though, even while the rest of me refuses to.

2. "Your behavior towards the biosphere of your planet is insane. Pollution, resource depletion-- it's all going to come back to hurt you-- and in your lifetime. You must stop. You must tell others to stop. You especially need to pay attention to what you're doing to the oceans."

(Oh boy... the ocean thing is especially painful to think about just now.) These messages are often given with a huge dose of "You should be ASHAMED of yourselves!" imperious authority. And, actually, I AM ashamed for all of us. I've grown up being ashamed of the lack of environmental protections in the world, the greedy exploitation of nature, the overpopulation, the lack of care for the future for the sake of the present... I grew up being scolded harshly for this. (I just wish more people who had power had been delivered the same message!)

Another important part of this is that like message #1 above we're told: you'll see this in your lifetime. Many educated people have predicted that there could be changes that would effect our lives directly, but somehow all the experts assure us it'll be in a century or longer before it truly gets catastrophic. The aliens have always maintained different. They have said it would happen much, MUCH sooner-- with the worst of it being so sudden and shocking that most people would not be prepared.

This message is repeated ad infinitum, ad nauseum. Some have commented that perhaps the aliens are only saying it to somehow make themselves out to be "good guys," but I honestly don't think they care that much what we believe about them. And-- having been mentally connected to their minds directly, I also have come to think that they really DO care about the damage we're doing to our own world. This may be explained by the next common message...

3. "When things gets really bad, we will come. (Openly.) After that, we will be around a while (and the hybrids will live among you.)"

Even among those who have heard this, there is great speculation about what it means, because the aliens never get specific enough to be sure. Some would prefer to believe the aliens will make a massive show before things get crazy. Some put this into a "savior" scenario, likening it to Christ's return. Some think it means a horrifying invasion with the aliens more like the ultimate evil force out to punish us en masse.

Some think it's all lies told to misdirect us from their true agenda. I can't say for sure myself, except that for a lie-- it's one they're taking awfully far. There ARE hybrids-- and I don't just mean fetuses in jars! I've seen children, teenagers, and lots and lots of adults. Why make hybrids you're only going to use to fool people into believing in a fictional future-- telling lies few will even remember? Not saying it's impossible, just illogical. THE ALIENS DO NOT NEED OUR COOPERATION. It's not like we have much of a choice. This isn't the movies where somehow the humans always prevail. If the aliens wanted to invade, they would have done it long ago. Likewise, if they wanted to save us from a horrifying future, they would have by now. In fact, were it not for the fact they need our DNA for their hybrids-- both now and in the future, I rather think the Greys would be utterly indifferent to our being completely destroyed. (I do not think the Mantids and Nordics have this attitude, though.)

The aliens themselves seem to be resigned about "Earth Changes" stuff and enthused about the hybrids being with us after things settle down later. (So, NO-- the world will NOT be destroyed, according to them.) It's like they tell us that it's too bad-- but all is not lost! We'll be together happily in the end! (Not kidding. It's almost like the Greys have their own religion about this.) Again, I have strong and mixed feelings about all of this. Confusion and denial are great. So is hope.

4. "When these important times come, you will have a job to do (for us)." [Followed by repeated training sessions.]

What this job is varies from abductee to abductee. I've heard of people being trained to pilot smaller alien ships. I've heard of others who were taught crowd control (for panic at the aliens arrival?) Me--? I've had several different ones: Designing homes. Helping others to survive what's coming (I feel really compelled to share. Oh-- look! I'm doing that now.) Organizing groups of people later. More...

And then one day in the mid-90s they told me (and my husband, and many other abductees we knew personally who had "awakened" to the alien reality in their lives) that we were ready now. Some recalled being told in addition that the window for us to turn things around and prevent the difficult future had passed. They would be back when it was getting close.

This was followed up starting about 10 or so years later in 2005/2006 with massive 're-contacts' and meetings for the ones already made "ready" earlier and an escalation (apparently) for those who were not yet conscious to the "weird" in their lives to get them ready in a hurry. The message that was then passed out was along the lines of:

5. "It's starting."

And I know I did NOT want to believe it. I got very depressed-- almost suicidal. I went into flat-out denial mode. I did not want to watch some horror unfold before me. I stopped writing for weeks. (Other things happened too that were strange and likely contributed to this.) Then Ethan popped in, confirmed the message, took us to a meeting of some sort, and right after wards I started feeling much better-- even before I remembered what the heck happened. I'm now more business-like and determined to face whatever comes and in the meantime to prepare myself and others however I can and play and enjoy the good things that are still here while I can. Like pizza and video games and TV shows-- all the shallow stuff that gets pooh-poohed. Yeah, I'm gonna miss those things if the guys told us the truth.

IF.

If they didn't-- then who the heck knows? Not me. That's for sure.

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