by cortez » Mon Sep 26, 2005 5:22 am
Chapter 36<br><br>Thanks for the False Memories<br><br>"I need a fresh start," Sue was telling Mark. "Wit ht the money I was awarded in my divorce, I can afford to relocate. I want to be where you are, write out my memories, and heal. Rod is travelling back to the states to finish his book, and he can meet me in Tennessee just as easy as he can come here. I'll help pay living expenses up to $500 a month, which is a fraction of my cost to live in this apartment. You could move out of your mother's house and we'll share an apartment."<br><br>"Cathy and I are going to take a walk," Mark told her." I'll give you an answer when we get back."<br><br>We walked for hours. The pros and cons of Sue's proposal were complex. "we could move to Alabama," I began.<br><br>"For God's sake we'd have to live with her," Mark countered. Neither of us liked that idea. We kept walking and thinking.<br><br>"She could heal and stop being a professional 'victim' or 'survivor'," I said. "Through your wisdom, she could learn like I did that blaming others and dwelling on the past is a cop out to living. Maybe she would even become an asset to society."<br><br>"Sue is who she is, multiple or not," Mark said. "Reintegrated, she will still be Sue only more focused."<br><br>"Since her memory is contaminated, do you believe she can still reintegrate?" I asked.<br><br>"That's a pertinent question," Mark answered. I was talking with Dr. Colin Ross of the ISS&D, and he was saying the best way to counter the False Memory Foundation is to infiltrate them and heal them from the inside out, so-to-speak. In the process of our conversation, I told him about Sue and raised the question, 'which is worse, a victim of bad therapy, or both?" He seem to believe that is irrelevant with the application of proper healing techniques."<br><br>"You could prove that theory by encouraging her to heal by writing out her memory."<br><br>"She claims she has been writing out her memories for years," Mark informed me. "The journals she presented to me to review were comprised of lines from movies , books, and a half dozen old conspiracy stories that have circulated around therapists offices. She would need to accurately write out memory from within without outside input. You two wouldn't be able to discuss your victimization's."<br><br>"She shouldn't vocalize while she's writing anyway," I reminded him. "I wont have a problem not talking with her." I smiled.<br><br>"I hear you," Mark said. 'that's what concerns me. What price would we pay to live with her and help her heal ? And heal from what? Linguistically her subconscious language indicates she is role playing a mind control victim to draw attention to a dissociative disorder. She either is deliberately perpetrating fraud or is indeed a victim of false memories from her therapists.".<br><br>"If we goto DC to testify before Congress like we are supposed to in August,"<br><br>......While I gave Mark a break and drove while, he looked over Sue's recent journaling.<br><br>"This reads like a fantasy story," Mark told her.<br><br>"Your looking at content," Sue accused.<br><br>pg 269<br><br>"No," Mark countered, "I'm referring to how you've written this. What you write out is for your benefit only. It is not written to be read by others. Actual deprogramming looks more like..." Mark looked around for one of my ever present notebooks. Turning to me he asked, "May I show Sue what deprogramming looks like?"<br><br>Mark retrieved it and randomly opened it "See how disjointed this is?" Mark asked her, pointing to the side notes, varied handwriting from different persona's, incomplete thoughts, and notes of intrusive memory flashes. "It is not written for anyone to read, but rather to pull down compartmentalized barriers in the brain. By writing out memory this way, you'll regain access to all your mind at once."<br><br>"I never fill in the blanks with what 'might' have happened in order for it to read smoothly," I elaborated. "eventually, the picture comes together much the way a jigsaw puzzle does. By asking myself questions like 'how did I get there' and 'where did I go afterwards', I gain more pieces and eventually the memory is complete. It is important to write out one memory compartment, or one persona's memory, and then expand the insight."<br><br>----------<br><br>I'll write more later (I'm tired),<br> <br>they eventually go on to state that Sue Ford was able to reintegrate (fuse) she had been the victim of incest. Her friend Rod had actually written the book/manuscript Thanks for the Memories as fiction (The Original title was Starshine) which Sue later took possession of, gave herself the alias of Brice Taylor and sold it as fact.<br> <br> <p></p><i>Edited by: <A HREF=http://p216.ezboard.com/brigorousintuition.showUserPublicProfile?gid=cortez@rigorousintuition>cortez</A> at: 9/26/05 3:24 am<br></i>