by Pants Elk » Fri Dec 16, 2005 7:36 am
Project Willow: Wouldn't it be ironic if a psychedelic/empathogenic drug turned out to be an appropriate medicine to heal the damage inflicted by MKULTRA and other trauma-based programming? A tool of the torturer's arsenal turned into a tool against him?<br><br>That is pretty much the story of LSD, isn't it? As I remember from my reading, the initial production of LSD was a CIA-funded and organised project, because they thought they saw truth-drug, control, and weapon potential in it. It became a "tool of the conterculture/revolution" (whatever) when its uncontrollability (and spirituality) made it less interesting to the CIA.<br><br>Something else. Obvious, maybe, but a point that needs making. I've read in this thread that some users of LSD saw some pretty colours, got a nice party high from LSD. Someone I know takes it regularly as a recreational drug. This is very clearly <!--EZCODE ITALIC START--><em>not</em><!--EZCODE ITALIC END--> the same drug I took thirty years ago. Just as wine varies in quality from bottle to bottle, vintage to vintage, so LSD is a label for countless different variations on a theme.<br><br>And a note to banned; you're never going to read anything that will convince you that the psychedelic experience can be valuable, life-changing, and spiritual. Words (therefore argument) are not capable of describing the experience. Language is totally inadequate to the task of conveying its nature. This is why I, and others, tend to use phrases like "seeing God", because, stupid and clichéd and "boring" as they are, they're as close as you can get. And the experience is not possible without the chemical alteration that LSD lends you. You can't think yourself into the state, paint or write yourself into it. You may be able to meditate yourself into some analogous state of mind, but the LSD experience is site-specific. One of the reasons I found it so valuable was the very act of letting go of all the mental processes and habits we cling to (out of necessity) in our daily lives. It's no lover of personality, and I was glad to be rid of mine - or at least see it for what it is - for a while. You seem to have a very strong personality, and even if you weren't set against trying LSD, I'd strongly advise you not to. It's not for everyone (a little like macramé in that respect - although your own particular "chemically altered spiderweb" would not be without interest, I'm sure.)<br><br> <p></p><i>Edited by: <A HREF=http://p216.ezboard.com/brigorousintuition.showUserPublicProfile?gid=pantselk>Pants Elk</A> at: 12/16/05 4:54 am<br></i>