by Seventhson » Wed Sep 21, 2005 3:43 pm
Happy Birthday!<br><br>You said : <!--EZCODE ITALIC START--><em>"I finally decided I had to go see my Dr. again. I have a couple of issues I have struggled with over the years that require medication (of the psychotropic variety). At any rate, I've been given a new diagnosis. I am obsessive now, as in OCD and he gave me another drug to fix my serotonin levels. I mentioned 911 (inside job) and my thoughts on items related, and he'd never heard of any of it. I think he thinks I am crazy. Worst thing is, I am starting to think so too. I told him I am not alone in this thinking and that all these people cannot be crazy. Plus, who wouldn't be depressed if everything we are thinking is true?<br><br>"At any rate, I am looking for some kind of guidance and reality check here. Yes, discovering what I did really changed my life and not for the better. I am not living a normal life ever since. I cannot find the energy or will to get most things done. I don't see a reason to get a job if I think the end is near. Yes, I realize depression is an issue for me and I've done my best to work on it, but then an incident like Katrina comes along and I just slide into the abyss."</em><!--EZCODE ITALIC END--><br><br><br>Reality Check:<br><br>There are MILLIONS of people who feel just as you do, if not tens of millions. MOST folks slip into denial and repression of the awfulness of it all in order to cope. Dr. Helen Caldicott (please cxheck her out) calls it "psychic numbing". Like abuse or trauma survivors, blocking these thoughts and memorties and experiences is how many deal with it.<br><br>Denial, like your doctor is engaged in, is often practiced, especially by the welathy and those who are comfortable with the status quo. Like stepping over a homeless person while being a tourist in Times Square and just forgetting about it. Not my problem, etc.<br><br>But it IS our problem and folks like your doctor are PART of that problem.<br><br><br>BUT --<br><br>The MAIN reason I responded to this is that it is critical that you look into possible Hypothyroidism (especially if you live near or downwind of nuke facilities or military bases).<br><br>Radioactive iodine in the environment has caused a MAJOR pandemic of hypothyroidism. The Bushes have it. Tipper Gore has it. Rehnquist just died of thyroid cancer. etc.<br><br>The fact is that radioactive pollution, nuke bomb testing, and leaks from commercial nuke plants (and legal regular emissions) put severely dangerous radiation into our bloodstreams via air, water, food, swimming in polluted waters, etc.<br><br>Radioiodine gets absorbed by the thyroid which totally fucks up your hormonal - endocrine system - causing depression, chronic fatigue, emotional upheaval, forgetfulness, adhd and add, OCD, bipolar "disorder", along with a damaged immune sytem, low body temperature, heart palpitations, fibromyalgia, and general emotionalk exhaustion.<br><br>I know this from working with the experts in these fields.<br><br>Halliburton is a nuke builder.<br><br>I believe they know they are killing us off and culling the herd, so to speak. They are covering it up to prevent their own prosecution for crimes against humanity and to maintain their power at all costs.<br><br>The thyroid problem is pandemic and comes in many varieties and is accompanied by other radiopollutant effects (cancers, spontaneous abortions, mutagenic and carcinogenic substances in our organs and bones, teeth, etc.).<br><br><br>I HIGHLY recommend that you check out the Broda Barnes Foundation website and do a basal body temperature test. Blood tests for thyroid problems and poorly informed medical practitioners miss the issue altogether and don't "get" the problem.<br><br>With all the depressing stuff we are dealing with, I think they want us to be sick and fatigued.<br>So we do not resist or have the strength to.<br><br>I will say this: I take comfort from the notion that there is a spiritual purpose to life. I also take comfort from the prediction of a great human being that in critical and awful times, the only real comfort we will have is understanding the Truth, the truth that righteous souls are immortal and that wicked ones are damned and weill be excised if they maintain their evil. That helps me to endure the pain of all this suffering.<br><br>But getting on a natural thyroid medication might help you a lot too - at least to have the strength to face the truth and cope with it.<br><br>Peace and good luck<br><br>Seventhson<br> <p></p><i></i>