philipacentaur wrote:"LOL", indeed.
Comma AFTER quotation please...

E.B. White is rolling in his grave as we speak.
(Is he even dead yet???)
"lol,"

-OSR
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philipacentaur wrote:What does your style guide have to say about quotation marks used to indicate sarcasm?
I'm pissing on E.B. White's grave as I type. Actually it's not his grave at all -- just a copy of The Trumpet of the Swan. In other words: yes, he's dead.
Joe Hillshoist wrote:OSR - go sick
cry havoc and all that.
you have my full permission to sat whatever you want.
PS My ego is really tied up in playing footy, this stuff is cool and all, and I do believe it, but if there is anything in it, my ego doesn't matter.
Cept when i am playing footy.
Onesmartrat wrote:
"ATTENTION/Achtung!:
Attack Ships On Fire; report to duty.
You are needed onboard the hovercraft immediately!"
(And yes, to you, I'm "just kidding" ...to everyone else, I'm as serious as a Reptilian toothache.)
-OSR
(YOUR GHASSULIAN WING-COMMANDER)
You most certainly are a natural intuitive, an extremly powerful one in fact, however you have been taught to mute it and you also have some doubt and ambivalence
Joe Hillshoist wrote:OSr Thanks for that.
I dunno if its accurate tho.
Establishment connections.
Looking at some aspects of my life, and the way my family has related to the 'establishment" on some levels it would make sense... Dad used to work for Lord denning, and my Grandparents on Mum's side met while acting as decoys for the Ryal wankers who opened parliament house in Aust in 1927.
So there is an establishment connection there, but it is also British, not American...
Also my old man ended up suing the law society in tassie in the 70s, and starting a fight that he couldn't really win. He was warned to leave the state by the attorney general at the time, Bingham i thing, and the lives of me and my brother were used against him. I remember being followed by cars after school as my friends and I ran amok on the way home, but it was a game to us. Only later did I get told about the implications of that. My old mans actions in that situation made no sense if I was part of some program... I doubt he would have allowed a threat to us to interfere with his plans if he was involved in that stuff. It doesn't add up.
Abduction.
Apart from that experience, my only real UFo experiences are contactee ones, and then in the context of tripping off my head on magic mushrooms. they took place on a level that seems about as far from abduction or nastiness as possible. In fact i would describe the process as joyriding, and the one particular entity that i do this stuff with as an old friend. or a shroom induced hallucination...
I never had anything resembling missing time till I started partying and doing lots of (synthetic) drugs back in the late 80s, and most of that missing time would be in the context of ... well going out on Wednesday and coming home Sunday arvo. If i didn't have a fractured memeory of that time ... well i wouldn't have done it right. And basically haven't since, and I have no history of multiple type behaviour.
Occult/Cult aspects.
Like alters and all that, there seems to be one personality inhabiting this body, with aspects or selves, but not the fractured messed up kind. I am actually prtty well integrated into reality. Things don't trigger me the way they seem to in Monarch programming.
But I have always been into magic and have always seen weird stuff. We lived where they scattered Truganninni's ashes, and I used to spend all day playing in the bush there, I dunno if I had imaginary friends or they were real, spirits from that place. But I have always felt some of those spirits around, and they look after me, too many close calls in my life, the odds are I should have been dead by now considering the stuff I have done and been through. Even simple stuff, for example, I used to do rock climbing (without ropes), once I fell, and fell for a few seconds but walked away at the bottom. I was on crutches with a ruptured ligament for 3 months afterwards, but I probably should have died. Thats one of many, many and varied examples.
Maybe I am just lucky.
But there is the cult aspect. dad did his hindu priest thing, something that involved channeling via minor fits/disassociation, and his family have a bent history. For example his grandma or great grandma was the priestess to Rani Lakshmibai, who was involved in the Indian Rebellian of 1857, centred on Janshi. Kali is a major fgure in that side of my family. There is a lot of occultism associated with kali, including the ugliness of the thuggee movement.
But most of the occult stuff in my life has not involved other people tho, its stuff I have gone looking for myself, found and worked my own interpretations of. I have organised my own initiations on my own, with no other human influence. That is weird, but well worth the trauma.
Oh I grew up as a catholic, thats a cult if ever there was one, but funnily enough most of the catholics I have come across are incredibly decent people on a one to one level.You most certainly are a natural intuitive, an extremly powerful one in fact, however you have been taught to mute it and you also have some doubt and ambivalence
I think this sort of thing is something that western culture does, and it doesn't require any particular effort on any individuals part. Its a cultural anathema to recognise magic might actually work in some ways.
But hell if you are gonna get into magic you must have the most sceptical mind and challenge yur own worldview constantly or you will slip down the rocky path into irrelevent powerless psychosis. I have seen that happen to people many times. Never believe anything even when you do ... ha ha.
Thats the thing that got my attention about MC. I can see the parallels in my life, but its as if what happened to me and what I learned was deliberately perverted and used by humans for their own selfish ends you would end up with programs like MK Ultra and its Monarch derivatives.
anyway i am gonna go see if I can find any implants later, but I don't expect to.
(Part of me is kind of hoping they will be there, just for the spin out effect, but I doubt I'll find anything)
But thanks for your answer, and the thought you gave it. i have been dealing weith unpleasant shite all my life, thats why I can get so much out of it, the bad is balanced by the good, whatever cuts your soul like a knife also shapes it into a cup to hold your joy and wonder. (Kahil Gibran) So if there is bad stuff waiting around the corner ... well. Like everything else i just have to deal with it.
I am sure it couldn't be as disappointing as watching North Melbourne bend over and surrender a 37 point lead to Carlton without a fight, as they did in the NAB cup semi final last night.![]()
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PS Go sick is an australian saying meaning go hard, or give it everything or something like that. Sorry if it didn't translate.
Perhaps I should have said "Go well".
Joe Hillshoist wrote:dad grew up in the bush in fiji pre ww2. I dunno how much access there was to intel services of any sort, but then he went to school in a missoinary school so there is a possibility there...
But my old man ..
Look I know how it looks espoecially from your POV, and I am not writing it off.
i have some weird memories from one event in Tassie.. at a preschool.
But the rest of it doesn't fit. Dads got his problems sure, but that one just doesn't fit.
Dad sued the law society in tassie on behalf of a client that they screwed over. That led to a monumental shitfight, he is a black man, Tassie is renowned for its attempted genocide on its local indigenous population, many people believe they wiped out the Tasmanian blackfellas completely, tho the ones I know show that statement to be a lie.
Eventually the law society charged dad with malpractise, he lost the case, appealed, and was looking good in the appeal. Dad tells me stories of various Tasmanian Supremem court judges, the one about the judge who used to look at porn while presiding and retire to his chambers for a wank before bringing down decisions is my favorites.
Dad actually brought this up in a case the guy was presiding over once...
So anyway the attorney general rang dad the night before the decision on the appeal was due. Dad drove to devonport and flew out of the state in a small plane that night. later he told me that me and my brothers lives were used as leverage over him. they basically said they would kidnap us and kill us if he stayed in the state any longer. thats why cars were following me after school as I stuffed around in hobart.
They were tracking my movements, probably planning a place to snatch me. I have done similar things to other people in my drug dealing youth. Not with the intent of kidnapping or killing anyone, just beating the crap out of them cos they didn't pay their debts. And were basically laughing about it behind my back. if you are gonna play those games you can't let people pull that shit.
I didn't learn that stuff in any monarch program either, its just common sense if you are gonna do that stuff. Which I don't any more, I haven't been involved in that ugly pointless shit for 15 years or I wouldn't be talking about it on a public forum.
I had some American backpackers stay at my place years ago, in 99. One of them was from maryland, from a naval Intel family, and they took a few shroom trips while here. There was something very odd about them, especially the girl from the NI family. You could feel the way her chi was different... just sitting next to her, I could see how she might be a multiple, that weirdness was definitely apparant tho her personality seemed integrated enough. cept tripping, it was like things were trying to break out... The way her face would change sometimes and look like someone else altogether. that stuff doesn't appear to happen to me.
Of course if it mis how would I know, but I don't see where it could fit into my life.
There is nothing like that in my psyche that I am aware of, and I am pretty confident that i would have uncovered it at some point. I know thats an easy thing to say, and could be seen as a defense mechanism, but it just doesn't ring true to me deep inside. Maybe thats how powerful the programming is, but I don't accept that either, cos its obviously not powerful enough to be completely hidden from you, or lilypat or others here and elsewhere. There would have been some hints somewhere.
Especially cos of all the occult/magic stuff I have done. Breaking down your personality and putting it back together is something I have done in my own time and places, and there is nothing in there that seems out of the ordinary. None of those structure that beth goobie talks aboutfor example. None of the known triggers I have seen have ever done anything. I disasssociate sure, but its usually cos I am thinking about my own stuff, I have never disassociated in a way that i wasn't aware of what was happening around me, I was jsut ignoring it cos i was thinking about something else.
the weird thing in the Tassie preschool, well maybe there was something going on there, I dunno. Its at the very edge of my memory to go back that far, but if anything it was probably just the fact that I don't react well to authority. I wouldn't be surprised if I was a complete pain in the arse to anyone trying to socialise me into a school mentality. So I wouldn't be surprised if that is just a memory of being punished for trying to do what I wanted not what I was told. IE sleeping after lunch, sitting down and listening instead of going outside to play etc etc.
Its certainly the pattern all the way to high school, and I only pulled my head in then cos of what happened in Tassie. we moved to melbourne and I remember trying to make an effort to "be good Johnny" (like the men at work song that came out around that time). Cos my olds had been through hell and me trying to behave made thewir lives a little easier.
In Tassie we were wild. Me and me friends used to steal fencing masks and hunt each other through the bush with air rifles, hide above roads with skyrockets and shoot them "bazooka style" at cars driving by and stuff. Try and sneak into peoples houses, not to steal anything, but cos we weren't sposed to, and any number of other youthful fun and games.
We didn't fit in at all.
I have a lot of residual trauma from childhood, but it was cos I was the only black kid in my school, or for that matter that I knew. I copped alot of racism over those years and it still pisses me off inside. Always been standing on the outside looking in from that POV. But thats pretty much it. That stuff is still locked in my body/chi flow, but its nowhere near as bad as it was years ago.
All this feels a bit self indulgent and a bit like justifying something tho so i'll stop now.
my take on the MC thing is this tho.
It is using techniques that are human potentials or whatever you want to call them, techniques for connection to the greater world Gaia and all that goes with it, and to the other world, where our spirits come from, to remove or disconnect people from that world, and this one.
And applying the results of these techniques to society at large as well.
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